Wallflower 2

Chapter 164

(Jade's P.O.V)
"I want to be able to call
You mine. And I mean mine. Actually mine this time." Taylor said.
"What do you mean?" I asked Taylor.
"I mean, will you be my girlfriend? Nobody can love you like I can." Taylor asked and my heart stopped.
He's never asked me to be his girlfriend and I know why so this is like a big thing.
My anger began fading away while he making his little speech because I've missed him too.
"Y-yes." I stuttered.
"Really?" Taylor asked, smiling.
"Yes." I smiled.
Taylor lifted me up and laid me on my bed. He hovered above me and slowly pressed his lips to mine. God I've missed this. I've missed him.
Taylor pulled away to speak.
"I love you so fucking much." Taylor breathed.
"I love you too Tay." I said.
I gently pushed the back of Taylor's head and our lips connected again. I gripped Taylor's shirt and he pulled away.
"Will you wear your promise ring again?" Taylor asked.
"Yes I will. Grab it from my dresser." I said and Taylor got up and grabbed the ring.
Taylor slid the ring on my finger and we both smiled.
"I love you." We said at the same time and we bursted out laughing.
"You know, I never changed my lock screen." Taylor showed me his phone and it was a picture that someone took of Taylor and I cuddling in bed asleep.
"And I never changed mine." I said and showed Taylor my lock screen which is a picture of me on Taylor's back at the beach.
"We're cute." Taylor said.
"Yes we are." I squeezed Taylor's face in my hand and kissed his lips.
"I really did miss you." Taylor said.
"I really missed you too babe." I said.
"Everybody needs somebody to love, and I choose you." Taylor said.
"I choose you too." I smiled.
I love this boy. I really do.
"Do you want me to stay here tonight? It could be just me and you." Taylor asked.
"I'd love that." I said.
I grabbed my phone and texted everyone saying that I was staying at the apartment with Taylor tonight.
"You know, I couldn't even stay mad at you cause I did stuff with someone too." I said.
"I know. I still love you." Taylor said.
"I love you too." I said.
Taylor began playing Gravity by John Mayer on his phone.
"Dance with me." Taylor said as he grabbed my hand and stood me up.
"Okay." I said.
I wrapped my arms around Taylor's neck and he wrapped his arm around my waist. He pulled me close to him and I laid my head in the crook of his neck.
"I love you Jade Elizabeth. I'm glad you're actually mine now." Taylor said.
I replied by pressing my lips to Taylor's. We've kissed a lot since he's been here but I've missed him so much. Our kiss was slow and passionate. We swayed back and fourth to the music while our lips were attached to each other's. I wish I could stay like this forever.
The song ended and Taylor and I pulled away. We pressed our foreheads together.
"I'm never letting go." Taylor whispered.
"Neither am I." I whispered back.
Taylor and I smiled at each other and he lifted me up bridal style and carried me downstairs. He laid down on the couch and I laid in front of him. He turned on the tv and found a movie. He chose Men, Women, and Children. (One of my many fav movies!)
Taylor draped his arm over my waist and kissed the back of my neck.
"I love you Tay." I said.
"I love you too Jade Elizabeth." Taylor replied.
Taylor got up and walked to the kitchen and brought out a packet of Oreos and two glasses of milk.
"Aw. Thank you baby." I smiled.
"We haven't had Oreos in forever." Taylor said. Taylor set the Oreo packet and the milks on the table in front of the couch and he laid back down. His arm in long enough to reach the table over me so he could still eat.
*a pack of Oreos later*
Taylor and I ate the whole Oreo packet but we didn't care. It's already 8 pm and we finished the packet as the movie finished so it took us an hour and a half to eat them. After the movie I went upsides to change my clothes since I was getting hot in my sweats and Taylor followed me. I slid off my sweats and grabbed a pair of yoga shorts but Taylor stopped me. He took off his hoodie and handed it to me. He has a shirt on under it though.
"Just wear this." Taylor said and I took off my shirt and replaced it with Taylor's hoodie.
It was his black hoodie. All I was wearing was a hoodie and my undergarments. Taylor's shirt came down to mid thigh on me.
"You look amazing." Taylor said.
"I'm only wearing a hoodie." I said.
"Exactly. But you always look amazing to me. Even when you first wake up and your hair is a mess." Taylor said and I smiled.
"I love you." I laughed.
"I love you too." Taylor pulled me to him by my waist and he locked our lips together.
I wrapped my arms around Taylor's neck and he pulled away.
"I'm so fucking glad I have you now." Taylor said.
"I don't want to ever leave." I said.
"Neither do I. I'm so sorry for being a selfish jerk all the time." Taylor said.
"The past is in the past. It cannot be changed, but the further can be better." I smiled.
"You're so cute." Taylor pressed his lips back onto mine and we both smiled.
A few minutes later I pulled away and laid my head in the crook of Taylor's neck and he leaned his head down into my neck as well. He planted a soft kiss on my shoulder and I smiled. Taylor's arms were wrapped around my waist and there was no room between us.
"Do you want to go back to the house?" Taylor asked and I nodded.
We pulled away and I put on a pair of yoga shorts and grabbed my phone off of my dresser. We walked downstairs and got into Taylor's car. He rested his hand on my thigh as he drove and I laid my hand over top of his and played with his knuckles. When we arrived at the house, Taylor grabbed my hand and we walked inside.
"Well look who finally showed up." Gilinsky said.
"Ooooh. And they're holding hands. They finally made up!" Acacia said and everyone laughed.
"Yep. And she's my girlfriend now." Taylor said proudly.
"Like, actual girlfriend, like really together?" Sam asked.
"Yep." Taylor said.
"Oh my gosh finally!" Nash shouted.
"We're happy for you guys." Johnson said.
"Thanks." I smiled.
Taylor sat down on the couch and I stretched my legs over his lap and he held my hand.
"I love you." He mouthed the words to me.
"I love you too." I mouthed back.
We both smiled and I kissed his cheek and Kian smirked at me. Kian made kissy faces at me and I flipped him off while laughing and he flipped me off back. I love my friendships.
"What should we do. It's already 8:30." Matt said.
"Let's go swimming." Ricky said.
Everyone got up and got their swimsuits on. I walked upstairs with Taylor and changed into my turquoise bikini and Taylor just changed into his black swimming trunks. He stared at me and bit his lip as I was changing.
"Damn." Taylor breathed.
"Can you help me tie the top of this?" I asked Taylor and he walked over to me.
Taylor tied the strings by my neck and then wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered in my ear.
"You're the most beautiful human being I've ever laid eyes on. I'm so lucky to have you. I want you all to myself. I want to show you real love." Taylor whispered.
I turned around and pressed my hand to Taylor's cheek and kissed his lips. I pulled away a few seconds later and whispered in his ear.
"Soon baby, soon." I kissed the spot below his ear and I could feel his body shake slightly.
I know how to turn Taylor on in every way and it's fun to tease him.
We walked out of my room and downstairs to the pool. Everyone was already out there. Taylor and I sat down on the edge of the pool and Taylor wrapped his arm around my shoulders and I wrapped my arm around his waist. He kissed my temple and everyone awed.
"What? You've never seen a couple get all cuddly before?" I laughed.
"We have, but you guys are just so cute." Nash said.
"Well thank you." Taylor said.
I stood up to walk over to a chair to sit down but as I stood up, I was pushed into the pool by Taylor. Fine, two can play that game. I came up from the water and acted hurt.
"Ow. Ow. Ow. I hit my leg as you pushed me in." I winced.
"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry! Let me help you." Taylor grabbed my hands and I smirked and pulled him into the pool.
He came up and splashed me.
"Damn you!" He yelled.
"Pack backs a bitch." I smirked.
Everyone laughed including Taylor.
**
A few hours later everyone went inside and I went to my room to change. I shut my door behind me and changed into my black nike pros shorts and a blue muscle tank with nothing under it but my bra.
I began thinking about Natalie (if you don't remember who she is, its Jade's best friend who died) and I grew really sad. When I'm sad, I think of every bad thing and then it makes it worse. I miss Nat and my parents, a lot. Everything lately has just been falling. I feel like everything I do is a fail. I feel like a failure.
I sat down on my floor and began to cry. Where did I go wrong?
My door opened and Taylor stepped in and he rushed to my side.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Nothing. I don't need anyone seeing my cry right now." I quickly wiped my tears.
"I think you look really beautiful when you cry." Taylor hugged me.
"I love you. I just had a small breakdown." I said.
"I love you too gorgeous." Taylor said.
Sometimes I have small breakdowns and I don't even know why.
"Come on babe, lets go downstairs." Taylor stood up and grabbed my hands.
He helped me up and we walked downstairs. I sat down next to Johnson and Taylor sat next to me. Taylor held my hand when we sat down. I planted 8 kisses on Johnson's cheek and he blushed.
"I missed youuu." I said.
"Well I missed you too." Johnson said.
Taylor squeezed my hand a little and I looked over to him.
"I love you." I whispered.
"Whatever you say." Taylor said.
I pressed my lips to his and our lips moved in sync. The kiss lasted about 4 seconds and when we pulled away everyone made weird howling noises and ooh'd.
"Shut up guys." I laughed.
Everyone continued their conversations and Taylor whispered in my ear.
"Just wait baby. We'll add to that kiss soon." Taylor kissed the spot under my ear and I shuttered.
I love him. This boy will be the death of me.
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Another chapter! Slowly getting used to updating more. Hope you guys enjoy my chapters.
Love you all!