Chapter 191

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The girl At the top is what Jade looks like. Her name is Chloe Harwood :)
(Jade's P.O.V)
Towards the end of the movie, i ended up crying because of how sad it was. We finished the bowl of fruit and it was really good.
Sammy kissed my temple and smiled at me.
"You look beautiful even when you cry." Sammy said, making me blush.
I wiped my tears and smiled back.
"What movie shall we watch now?" I asked.
"I have a different idea." Sammy smirked at me.
He stood up and grabbed my hands and helped me up. He played Fall In Love by Barcelona and he wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped mine around his neck. We swayed to the music and we stared into each other's eyes.
"You know, I really love being around you. You just make everything seem alright. I feel like I'm unstoppable with you. My heart beats so fast whenever I'm with you." I said.
"That is how you should feel your whole life." Sammy smiled at me.
He just quoted Paper Towns. The book and now movie by John Green. I love this boy. He can quote John Green books. That beats anything. John Green is the best author ever and I love him.
"I love you so much. You can quote John Green and that makes me extremely happy." I said, earning a chuckle from Sammy.
"I did it for you. We always used to read John Green books together. I haven't forgotten any of the little details. I remember everything from our childhood." Sammy spun me in a circle and then pulled me back to his chest.
"Oh really?" I raised my eyebrows.
"Yep. Ask me anything." Sammy confidently said.
"What we're our main songs that we'd listen too?" I asked.
"Idfc by Black bear, the song that's playing right now which is Fall In Love by Barcelona, To Build a Home by the Cinematic Orchestra, Hey There Delilah by the Plain White T's, and Holding Onto You by Twenty One Pilots." Sammy answered with no hesitation.
"Impressive. What did we always used to do when one of us or both of us were sad?" I asked.
"We'd lay on the floor of either my room or your room and we'd both put in an earbud of our headphones and listen to our playlist and talk about life. Or we'd go outside at night and do that and gaze at the stars." Sammy said.
Damn he's good. I need to ask harder questions.
"What project did we do together in science class in 5th grade?" I asked.
This should be hard.
"We did a project about how frogs are good for the environment. We even brought in a live frog to show people and it escaped from it jar and we all had to search the classroom for it. It was found in the bookshelf on a book." Sammy replied.
Holy shit he's good. He never forgot our memories. Neither did I.
"When was the first time we kissed?" I asked.
"In 7th grade in your room while we were watching a movie. We were laying in your bed and I looked at you and just went for it. I placed my hand on your cheek and we leaned in. It was the most amazing kiss I have ever had. It was also my first kiss." Sammy smirked at me.
"I'm done. You're too good." I said in defeat.
"I told you that I remember baby. I could never forget our memories. They always play in my head like a picture book." Sammy smiled at me and I smiled back.
I placed my hand on the back of his head and brought my lips to his. I could never get tired of kissing his lips.
We pulled away after a few minutes and Sammy paused the music.
"It's already 3 pm. Damn. Where did the day go?" I said.
"I'm glad we got to spend it together like this. I'll remember this too." Sammy flashed his award winning smile at me.
"So will I." I smiled back.
I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass. I filled it up with water and drank it. Sammy followed me and once I finished my water, he lifted me up and placed me on the counter. He stood in between my legs and placed his hands on my thighs, rubbing his hands up and down them.
"It stopped raining, so what should we do?" Sammy asked.
"We could go on a walk on the beach. The sand will surely be all wet but I just won't wear shoes." I said.
"That sounds like a fantastic idea. Let's go right now." Sammy said.
"I'll go change my clothes since I'm only wear the shortest shorts I have and your hoodie." I giggled.
We walked upstairs and I changed into a pair of black shorts, my black and red stripped muscle tank that's just like Kian's, and Sammy changed into a pair of jeans and a black shirt. We walked downstairs and out the back door and down the porch that lead to the beach. We got to the beach and the sand was all wet but we didn't care. We continued walking and Sammy interlocked our fingers.
"I just what you to know that the world is ugly but you're beautiful to me." Sammy said.
(A/N: Ayeee shoutout to My Chemical Romance😍)
"Why are you so sweet? What did I do to deserve you?" I said.
"Baby, I'm sweet because I love you and I'm speaking the truth. You're my everything." Sammy said, causing me to blush.
"I love that I can make you blush." Sammy poked my cheek.
We both began laughing and we approached a bench so we sat down. It was damp but not too damp. It had stopped raining about an hour ago so the sun is shinning now and it looks very pretty.
"Do you remember what my mom always used to say about thunderstorms?" Sammy asked.
"That the thunder was Angels bowling." I smiled at the memory.
"I miss her. My mom was awesome." Sammy said.
"Yeah she was. She was so nice to us. We should visit her sometime." I replied.
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A few hours later we went back to the house. It was already 6 pm and we were pretty hungry, so we decided to make some pasta. I grabbed the pasta and heated up a pot full of water.
"Do you want sauce or no?" I asked and Sammy nodded his head.
Sammy heated up the sauce while I prepared the noodles. Once everything had finished, I put it in two bowls and we walked to the couch and sat down.
"This spaghetti is bomb. Thank you princess." Sammy thanked me.
"You're welcome baby." I replied.
Sammy turned on Criminal Minds and we sat there watching the episodes while eating our spaghetti.
"I'm gonna make you mine." Sammy said out of nowhere.
"Oh yeah? And when will that be?" I asked.
"Soon. Very soon. I'll treat you like the princess you are. I'll take you to different states so that we can have a getaway, I'll try to not pick a fight with you because I hate fighting with you, I won't beat any of the guys up if you're hanging with them, I won't get jealous all the time over the guys, and I won't treat you the way Taylor did. I'm always down for you and only you." Sammy said, making me smile.
"I love you so much." I said.
"I love you too Liz." Sammy smiled.
Every time I'm with him I just get so happy. I can never get tired of being with him.
(Sammy's P.O.V)
I love her so damn much. She's one of those girls where you could never get tired of looking at her. Everything she does just gets me on edge, in a good way. I've known her for so long and honestly, I want to be with her for the rest of my life. When I lived in New Jersey, I didn't want to settle down with anyone and I definitely didn't want to get married. I was away from Jade so I didn't want to be with anyone else but as soon as I came back, I only wanted her. Back in New Jersey, I went to parties a lot and got drunk Jade high. I didn't have much friends but I hung out with people at parties. They weren't really my friends though.
I didn't do what most guys do and fuck a bunch of girls though. I did a few times, I'm not gonna lie and pretend it didn't happen, but it wasn't even good.  I just got drunk and high. I don't do that stuff anymore since I'm here in California with Jade. I stopped a few weeks before I came here. When I got the call from Kian and the boys, I decided to clean myself up. I want to tell her about it but I'm afraid of what she'd say. I have to tell her though or else she'll find out on her own. She finds everything out. Okay, here it goes.
"Hey princess?"
"Yes baby?" Jade answered.
"I have to tell you something but I don't want you to think low of me okay?" I said and Jade nodded.
"Back when I was in New Jersey, I went to parties and got drunk and high a lot. I screwed with some girls too and I regret it. I stopped being like that a few weeks before I came here. When I got the call from Kian and the boys, I cleaned myself and a few weeks later I came here. Please don't be mad at me. I'm sorry." I said in a shaky voice.
I'm so scared of her reaction. What if she hates me now?
"Sammy, that's in the past. All that matters is that you're not like that anymore. I'll love you no matter what. You were always the one. You were my first love." Jade said and I felt so relived.
She doesn't hate me.
"I'm so glad that you don't hate me. You were my first love too." I replied.
"I could never hate you. I might hate things that you do, but I could never actually hate you." Jade smiled.
Her smile is so gorgeous. I love her so much.
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