Wallflower 2

Chapter 162

(Taylor's P.O.V)
I laid in bed wide awake. After the fight with Jade, I want able to sleep knowing that someone else's hands were on her. It literally makes me cringe. I should he the only one touching her and it bothers me knowing that I'm not. I know I always fuck up and I really want to make things right, but whenever I try to speak, nothing comes out and I'm just lost again. I really do love Jade. She's my everything and even though I fuck things up, I still want to be with her. I regret making out with that girl last night. She was nothing compared to Jade. She was really flat chested and had no ass whatsoever. You could tell that she wore a bra that tried to make it look she had something, but it really didn't work. She was also a bad kisser.
I began laughing at my stupidity. Why did I chose that girl? Out of all the women in that club, I chose the ugliest one. Wow. I can't believe myself right now. No one compares to Jade. She's got it all. A pretty face, nice hair, a beautiful body, and most importantly, an amazing personality. She'll go out of her way for anyone and she's so sweet. She gives amazing cuddles too. God I love her hugs and cuddles. She'll like cocoon herself around me like a koala bear and I love it. Her kisses can either be slow and passionate, or fast and perfect. I love her so much. I know I don't show it but I do love and care about her so much. She's my everything. We might be in a fight right now, but I'll make it right. I still have the stuff I got her. Even though she slept with a different guy, I can't help but still want to be with her. I already know that it was Joe that slept with her. It pisses me off knowing that it happened while I was here but I was passed out drunk so I couldn't have done anything. I won't go hit Joe because I know how much he means to Jade. I made out with someone else so I can't really hold a grudge. Jade sure can hold a grudge though. She's been super distant from me for a while before and it made my body ache. I need her. I'll make it right. I promise.
(Jade's P.O.V)
I walked inside and sat down on Joe's lap.
"It was Kian. He just wanted to talk and he told me that Matt misses me a lot so I talked to Matt for a few minutes." I said.
My phone began to ring again and I groaned. I looked at it and it said unknown caller so I answered it.
"Hello?" I said.
"Hello dear. It's Mabel." A lady said.
"Oh my goodness! Hi Granny!" I said.
"Sorry I haven't called or anything. I just got my landline fixed finally. What have you been up to?" Granny said.
(A/N: Hopefully you guys remember her. Jade met her at Nat's grave. I haven't included her because I wanted to find a good time)
"No worries. I'm in Brighton England with my complicated boyfriend. I'm visiting my friends." I said.
"Aw. I'm sorry to hear about the complications. What happened?" Granny asked.
I got up and walked back outside.
"Well, he gets jealous very easily and I'm here with some of my guy and girl friends and I was hanging around my guy friend and he got upset and we've been arguing this whole trip. But last night he got drunk and made out with some girl and I slept with my guy friend." I said.
"That does sound very complicated. Don't worry, I'm not judging. I've been in you're position before and I slept with one of my guy friends when I was younger because I was mad at my lover. Trust me, everything will work out sweety." granny reassured me.
"I sure hope so." I said.
"I was just calling to check up on you. I'll call you later." Granny said.
"Okay. Thank you. Bye Granny." I said.
"Bye Deary."
I hung up and slid my phone back into my pocket and then went inside.
"Sorry about that. It was some woman I met a few months back." I said.
I sat down back on Joe's lap and laid my head on his shoulder. Joe gave me a peck on the lips and I snuggled up against him. Zoey and Alfie were also all snuggled up together.
A tired Caspar stumbled down the stairs and to the kitchen for some water.
"How you feeling Caspy?" I asked.
"Horrible still. My throat hurts pretty bad and I still have a headache. Also I'm hungry." Caspar croaked.
His voice sounded very dry.
"I know something that might help. My dad made it for me when I would always get sore throats. Go back up to bed and I'll make it. I'll make you some food too." I said.
(I actually know something that could help for sore throats that my dad though me so I'm gonna use it in here)
I walked to the kitchen and scanned the fridge for lemon juice. I found it and poured some into a small container, then I poured some honey into it and mixed it. I also made one for Taylor. I grabbed two glasses of water and I also made two cups of hot tea. I heated up some chicken noodle soup for Caspar too. I brought them upstairs and went to Caspar's room first. I had everything on a tray so I wouldn't drop everything. Even though I'm upset with Taylor, I'm still going to care about him and try to help him.
I walked into Caspar's room and set the glass of water, tea, and the container on the stand next to his bed.
"Drink that for your throat and drink the tea for your throat too. I brought you a water. I made up some soup for you as well." I said.
"Thank you so much Jade. That's really kind of you." Caspar said.
"No problem. Just trying to help." I smiled.
I leaned over and kissed Caspar on the cheek, then went to Taylor's room. I slowly opened the door and saw him asleep. I set the water, tea, and container on the stand next to the bed. I found a piece of paper and a pen and wrote on it.
Drink the small container when you wake up. It'll help for your throat because I know it'll be sore when you wake up. The tea might be a little cold when you wake up though but you can heat it back up. -Jade
I left the note there and walked into Joe's room. I flopped down on his bed with a sigh. Memories of Taylor and I flooded into my head. I need to leave. I can't stay here and be depressed the whole time. I need to go home and see the boys again. I can schedule an early flight and go home. I can't stay here any longer. The longer I stay, the longer I break.
I decided to go downstairs and tell everybody what's going on. Dan, Phil, Marcus, and Louise were all here.
"Jade. Sit down. We need to talk to you." Zoey said and I sat down.
"We've noticed how sad you are and we think you need a break. We all think you should go see the boys and go home." Zoey said.
"Really? I was just about to come down and tell you guys that things are getting rough and I needed to go back home." I said.
"Well now you don't have to." Phil said.
"I'll schedule a flight for later today." Alfie said and I nodded.
"I love you guys." I said and hugged everyone.
"We love you too." Louise said.
I walked upstairs to pack with Joe following me. He shut his door behind up. I packed all of my stuff, then sat on Joe's bed with him.
I looked at Joe and he stared into my eyes. He leaned in and our lips touched. Joe placed his hands on my hips and laid me back so he was on top of me. Our kiss was slow. Everything seemed to being in slow motion and I was enjoying it. A few minutes went by and Joe pulled away and pulled me into his chest.
"Damn. I'm gonna miss you a lot." Joe said.
"I'm gonna miss you too." I said.
Joe rubbed my back slowly.
"I should probably go get Taylor up." I said and got up.
I walked to Taylor's room and opened the door. He was already awake.
"Pack your stuff. We're leaving early." I said with no emotion.
"Why?" Taylor asked.
I didn't reply. I just walked back out. I grabbed my stuff from Joe's room and brought it down to the living room.
"You're flight is in an hour and a half. It's already 3 so you should start getting ready so you can go through security." Alfie said.
I grabbed a pair of grey Nike sweats and a black plain shirt from my suitcase and walked back up to Joe's room and changed. After I changed I walked back downstairs and put the clothes I wore in my suitcase so I could wash them when I get home.
I began hugging everyone. Caspar was up because Joe woke him up to say goodbye. I hugged Caspar first.
"Thanks for coming Jade. It was a lot of fun." Caspar said.
"Yes it was." I kissed Caspar's cheek and moved on to Phil.
I hugged Phil and kissed his cheek.
"Bye Jade. It was lovely seeing you." Phil said.
"You too Phil." I replied.
Next was Marcus.
"I'll miss you." I said.
"I'll miss you too Jade." Marcus said.
I kissed his cheek, then hugged Dan. Tears began filling my eyes as I hugged him.
"I love you Jade." Dan said.
"I love you too Dan." I sniffled and kissed his cheek.
Next, Alfie.
"It was so nice seeing you. I'll miss you so much." Alfie said.
"I'll miss you too. I love you." I said as tears rolled down my face.
"I love you too." Alfie said.
I moved onto Joe and he hugged me tightly.
"I'll miss you so much." Joe said.
"I'll miss you too." More tears rolled down my face.
Joe pressed his lips to mine and out kiss lasted a few seconds. Everyone awed.
Lastly, Zoe.
"I'm taking you to the airport but I'll miss you so so much." Zoe said.
She hugged me tightly as I cried.
"I'll miss you too. I love you." I said.
"I love you too Jade." Zoe said.
I heard footsteps. Taylor was coming downstairs. Taylor hugged everyone and said bye. Him and Joe even bro hugged. After that, I picked up my stuff and walked out the door with Zoe and Taylor. I sat in the front with Zoe and Taylor sat in the back. We arrived at the airport a few minutes later. We all got out and walked inside. Taylor and I went through security and Zoe waited for us. After security I ran to Zoe and hugged her tightly and cried.
"I'm so sorry I have to leave. I love you so much. Thank you for having me. I'll miss you." I cried.
"It's okay Jade. I love you so much. I'll miss you too." Zoe's voice cracked and she began to cry as well.
My flight was called so Zoe and I pulled away.
"I love you." Zoe smiled.
"I love you too. See you soon." I smiled back.
Taylor and I began walking off and Zoey and I blew kisses to each other as I walked off. Taylor and I boarded the plane. Next stop, California.
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Hey. So I'll be trying to update more. Sorry I haven't been as active but no one really reads my story anyway.
Thank you to the few that do read my story. I love you