Wallflower 2

Chapter 189

(Jade's P.O.V)
Sammy and I spent the rest of the night cuddling on the couch and talking about our old memories together. It was really fun and I loved every second of it. Sammy gave me his shirt to wear earlier last night so I wore just his shirt and he went shirtless. We played music from my phone after we talked and we ended up falling asleep. I woke up around 11 am and began cooking pancakes for me and my sweet boyfriend. I did it as quiet as possible so I wouldn't wake Sammy. He's a pretty heavy sleeper at times so I managed to cook without waking him. When I finished, I walked over to the couch and straddled his waist.
"Babbyyy. Wake uuppp." I whined.
Sammy groaned.
"But I made you pancakes." I bent over so I was on top of him now.
"I took my time to make them too." I pouted.
"Fine, I'll get up. Only because I love you." Sammy said.
His morning voice was so damn hot.
I pecked Sammy's cheek and went to the kitchen. I made up me and Sammy's plates and he got up from the couch and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"You look sexy in my shirts. Maybe you'll take it off and sleep in whatever you've got under it tonight." He said in my ear.
He buried his head in my neck and planted kisses there. His lips sent shivers down my spine.
"You wake up nicely. You need to wake up like this more often babe." I smirked.
"I'm always like this. I just don't show it as much." Sammy smirked back.
I sat our plates on the table and we began eating. It was really good. I also made up some eggs so we ate those too.
"You're an amazing cook. I missed your cooking." Sammy said.
"Thanks babe." I smiled.
After we ate, I grabbed my suitcase and went upstairs. (A/N: crest your own image of what the beach house looks like btw. I didn't feel like putting a picture since it's be more fun to creat it yourself lol)
I set it in our bedroom and scanned the room full of memories. There's so many memories in this house. Both good and bad. There was only a few bad memories. One of them was when it was just Sammy and I here and Sammy got mad at me when this guy flirted with me.
*memory*
"Stop overreacting Sam!" I yelled at Sam.
He was freaking out because we were at the store getting food for the beach house earlier and this guy was flirting with me. It's stupid I know.
"I can't! He just started flirting with you right in front of me! You even flirted back!" Sammy yelled back.
"He thought that we were just friends! We are just friends so why does it matter?" I snapped.
"You know what, you're right. Why should I give a shit if a gig is flirting with the girl I like. We're just friends so I can't get mad. Who cares if she flirts back. She doesn't feel the same anyway. I don't fucking care anymore since we're just friends. Oh well. I'll move on then." Sammy said.
I was taken back by his words. They were pretty harsh.
"Sam, I didn't mean it like that." I replied.
"No I'm pretty sure you did. Oh well. We're just friends." Sam pushed past me and walked out the back door.
*end of memory*
So that's what happened. There was other times but I'll save those for a different time. I walked downstairs and saw Sammy doing this dishes.
"I figured I do the dishes since you cooked." Sammy said.
"Thank you darling." I smiled.
I stared out the back door at the beach, still thinking about that memory. We shouldn't have fought like that.
"What are you thinking about beautiful?" Sammy wrapped his arms around my waist.
"That time we got into a fight about that guy who flirted with me at the store and how I said we were just friends and it made you even more upset." I said.
"Are we still just friends?" Sammy asked.
"We're whatever you want us to be baby." I smiled.
I turned around and he smiled at me. How can one be so gorgeous?
(Sammy's P.O.V)
Jade turned around so she was facing me. Her hair was up in a messy ponytail and she was still wearing my shirt. Damn is she gorgeous. Any guy would kill to have a girl like her, and I have her.
I pressed my lips to hers and we both smiled into the kiss. Her lips were so soft and warm. Her phone rang, interrupting us. She pulled away and answered her phone.
(Jade's P.O.V)
"Hello?" I answered my phone.
"Hey Jade Elizabeth." There's only one person who calls me that.
"What the hell do you want?" I spat.
I back up from Sammy and his eyes never left mine.
"I want to talk to you. Please just let me talk to you." Taylor pleaded.
"I'm on a vacation with Sammy and we're about to go ton the beach so you have 5 minutes to talk, starting now." I sighed.
I don't know if we're going to the beach but I just told him that so he would hurry up.
"Im so Jade for everything. I love you so much. Memories of us fill my head constantly and I regret everything. I miss you everyday. You're my everything and I can't move on. I need you Jade Elizabeth. Please give me another chance." Taylor said.
I can't let him in again. I have Sammy now. He treats me right.
"Taylor, you broke my fucking heart. You said so many hurtful things to me and I just can't forgive and forget this time. You called me a slut and said so much more to me and that is unforgivable. I will not sit here everyday and take insults from you and just forgive you. You really fucked up this time. I'm sorry, but I can't forgive you this time. Each time you try to apologize and try to get me to forgive you, you're just going to hear the same answer." I said.
Taylor sighed.
"I love you Jade Elizabeth." Taylor said.
"I know." I replied.
I can't say it back because I love Sammy. My feelings defiantly won't fade anytime soon for Taylor, or at all to my honest. Do I still love him? Of course I do. Feelings that strong don't just disappear.
"Say you love me too. I know you do Jade." Taylor said.
"I can't because I don't know it's true. I won't say I love someone if it's not true." I replied.
"I know you love me. I know you better than you know yourself. You still love me because your feelings for someone won't fade that quick. Just admit that you love me." Taylor said.
"I-I can't." I began to shake slightly.
I was started to panic. Sammy grabbed my hand and whispered to me.
"It's okay Jade. If you love him, just admit it." Sammy said.
"Yes you can Jade." Taylor said.
"I love you." I said in defeat.
"See. I knew you still loved me. Have fun with Sammy. Bye Jade." Taylor said.
I didn't even bother to say bye. I just hung up and set my phone on the counter. Sammy and I stared at each other and my eyes began watering. I can't believe I just did that, especially in front of Sammy. I admitted that I love someone else in front of him.
"Come here baby girl." Sammy pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me.
Tears slept fell down my face and Sammy stroked my hair.
"It's okay babe. Don't be sad. You finally got some conclusion on this whole situation so it's okay now. I'm here now and I'm not going anywhere. You'll never lose me and I'll never hurt you like he did or at all. I love you." Sammy said.
I stopped crying as hard and looked up at Sammy. I still had tears running down my face though.
"I love you too." I replied.
Sammy smiled at me and kissed my forehead.
"If you still love Taylor, it's okay. I know that you wouldn't go back to him." Sammy said.
"How did I end up with someone like you? You're so sweet and kind Sam. You have no idea how much I appreciate you. You're my whole world. I can't live without you. Fuck Taylor. I can live without that fuckboy. I can't live without you. You're what I need." The words spilled out of my like water out of a falling glass cup.
"I seriously love you so much. I know I say it a lot but it's true." Sammy said.
He brought his thing to my cheeks and wiped away my falling tears. Sammy cupped my face in between his hands and brought my lips to his. Our lips moved in perfect sync and everything felt right. I forgot about Taylor and all my complications in this moment. The world had seemed to stop spinning and all I could focus on was Sammy.
I instantly calmed down and all of my worries seemed to fade away. I'd feel this way with Taylor, but this is stronger. My feelings for Sammy are 10x stronger and I'm peer fetch play with that.
Sammy pulled away after a few minutes.
"It's always been you. This whole time, it's been you. You're the one I need. You're the one I crave everyday and night. You're all I see in this world. Even if we were with the Dallas cowboy cheerleaders, I'd still only be able to focus on you. No one else but you." Sammy said.
Why is he so sweet?
I smiled and giggled slightly. Taylor never said anything like this to me.
"I don't want anyone else but you. I love you 10 times more than Taylor. I want you." I said, bringing a smile to Sammy's face.
His smile is so gorgeous. It brightens up any room. He's my light in the darkness. My comfort when I'm scared. My everything.
"I love us so much." Sammy said.
"I love us too." I replied.
Sammy and I walked over to the couch and sat down.
"Shall we go for a walk?" Sammy asked.
"To our spot?" I asked excitedly.
Sammy nodded and I jumped with excitement. I ran upstairs and changed into a pair of yoga shorts and a black tank top. I slid on my flip flops and walked back downstairs. I grabbed my phone from the counter and slid it into the hem of my underwear. What? I have no pockets.
Sammy and I walked out the door and began our journey.
**
OMG GUYS I FORGOT TO TELL YOU.
IM MEETING THE YOUTUBER TYLER OAKLEY TOMORROW IN MICHIGAN FOR HIS BOOK SIGNING!!!!!
I'm going with my best friend and my other friend. I'm friends with the girl but like, she gets on my nerves a little bit lol.
I'm so excited!!
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