Wallflower 2

Chapter 212

(Colt's P.O.V)

I ignored her desperate pleads for me to open the door. I'll only hurt her even more. I can't even stand to look at myself so why would I let someone else see me?

I'm a terrible person. I don't deserve to live anymore. I'm nothing. No one needs me here. Why not just end it all?

Jade pleaded one last time before everything went black.

(Jade's P.O.V)

I opened the door and saw Colt laying on the bathroom floor with blood dripping from his wrists. I screamed as loud as I could and ran to him.

"Colt! Why?! Why did you do this to yourself?!" I ran to his body and pulled him to me.

Tears spilled down my cheeks as I lifted Colt on to my lap and held a cloth to his wrists and held his hand as I sobbed.

I grabbed his other wrist and wiped the blood off with my hand. I was too panicked to do anything.

Footsteps came running to the stairs and everyone's faces went pale once they saw Colt.

"Sam! Call 911 now!" Kian said as he stepped towards me.

"Babe, we gotta let him go. The ambulance is on their way." Kian calmly said to me.

"No! I'm not leaving him! I already lost one best friend, I won't lose him either!" I sobbed.

Colt was loosing a lot of blood. There was 5 huge cuts on each arm. The cuts were deep and they were bleeding so much. He'd need stitches for sure.

The ambulance arrived and tried to take him from me, causing me to freak out even more.

"No! Please! Let me ride with him!" I said.

"I'm sorry darling but he can't have anyone ride with him. He's too damaged. You guys can follow us to the hospital though." The lady said calmly.

We all got into our cars and drove off. I rode with Sam and Kian. Kian sat in the backseat with me while my brother drove.

I clung onto Kian and sobbed. I was crying and having a panic attack all at once. I was scared for Colt.

"You need to calm down Jade. You're going to black out if you don't." Kian said and I shook my head vigorously.

I couldn't even speak.

Kian cradled me in his arms and I sobbed into his chest. We weren't in the safest position for being in a car but oh well.

"Please stop crying Jade." Kian's voice cracked, meaning he was on the verge of crying.

Kian snuggled his head down to me and we both cried together. They all hate it when I cry, but with Kian it's different. He can feel what I'm feeling. He knows what it like to have depression and anxiety and all of that so when I get like this, it effects him too. And visa versa.

We pulled up to the hospital and got out of the car. Kian kept a firm grip around me because I was too weak to walk by myself. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and I wrapped mine around his torso.

Is this how they all felt when I would end up in the hospital from this? Did I put them in this much pain?

I know that Kian and Sam don't really show their emotions. If they're in pain, they try to hide it so that they can be strong for the others and help them.

Anyway, we walked to the desk and asked the last about Colt.

"He's in room 303." She nicely replied.