Wallflower 2

Chapter 140

(Jade's P.O.V)
Taylor has really surprised me. I thought we done for good this time. I love him so much. You guys may hate me for forgiving him but I don't think he'll screw up this time. I could see it in his eyes when he apologized to me. I saw true sorrow and guilt.
Taylor and I are currently laying in my bed together. We've been in each other's arms for about a half hour now but I don't mind. I like it like this.
"Jade, do you still have the ring?" Taylor asked.
I nodded.
"Where is it?" He asked.
"On my dresser. Could you hand it to me please?" I asked.
Taylor grabbed the ring and slipped it on my finger.
"Thanks baby." I pecked his lips.
Silence filled the room once more but it was a comfortable silence. I had my head laying on Taylor's chest and his arms were wrapped around my waist.
"Why did you do that to yourself earlier?" Taylor spoke up.
I sighed.
"I-I was just so upset over everything and I didn't know what do. I hadn't cut in a few weeks and I needed to feel it again." I said.
"You're still beautiful to me though even with those scars and I still love you." He said.
I looked up at him and he rubbed his thumb gently over my cheek.
"I love you too." I whispered.
Taylor kissed my lips softly. I got butterflies in my stomach. A few seconds later he pulled away.
"What time is it?" He asked.
I checked my phone and the time was 3:13 pm.
"It's 3:13." I replied.
I rested my head back on Taylor's chest and smiled. He's truly amazing. Most of you probably think he's a jerk and that I should hate him but at the end of the day I love him and always will.
"Let's go downstairs." Taylor said.
I nodded and we got up. As we were walking downstairs I heard a voice. I ran down there and saw Dom.
"Dom!" I yelled.
I ran to him and hugged him.
"Hey Jade. You seem excited to see me." He chuckled.
Dom has been busy so he hasn't been here and I've missed him.
"I am excited. How have you been?" I asked as we walked to the couch.
"Great you?"
"I've been pretty good." I said.
Everyone was having there own little conversations with each other so Dom and I had our own conversation.
"Want to come with me to get StarBucks?" Dom asked and I nodded.
I went upstairs and changed into leggings, white vans, and Taylor's grey hoodie. I walked back downstairs and Dom and I walked out the door. We decided to walk to StarBucks since it was close.
"So how are you and Taylor? A few weeks ago Sam told me that you and Taylor we're going to be just friends because that's what Taylor told you." Dom said.
"Taylor and I made up earlier. He apologized me and I forgave him." I said.
"Sam tells me everything Taylor does but I'm not mad that you forgave him. You guys at demand to be together. I can tell that he truly loves you." Dom smiled at me.
"Thanks Dom. I really love him." I smiled.
We arrived at StarBucks and we ordered our drinks. The guy that took our order was really cute but not as cute as Taylor obviously.
"Here's your drinks." The guy smiled and winked at me.
I smiled back. Dom and I walked out with our drinks in our hands. The sun was out and it was warm. It felt nice.
"Does all of the guys always stay at yours and the girls house?" Asked Dom.
"Sometimes. I think they're at the house more than they are theirs. Your welcome to stay anytime too. One extra person won't make a difference." I smiled.
"Thanks. I might just take up on that offer tonight." Dom said.
We arrived at the house and we walked in. I sat down on the couch next to Taylor.
"Should we go to a party later? One of my friends is hosting a frat party just down the street." Johnson said.
"Sure. That sounds fun." Sam said.
Everyone agreed to go. It was around 3:30 when Dom and I left for StarBucks and it took a little bit to get there and back so it's 4 now.
"What time should we leave?" I asked.
"Probably around 8:30." Johnson said.
"I'm hungry. Can we get Taco Bell?" I asked.
"Taco Bell sounds amazing right now." Kian said.
"Write down what you guys want and Kian and I will go get it." I said.
I grabbed a piece of paper and everyone wrote down what they wanted. I put the list in my pocket, then Kian and I went to his car. Kian drove to Taco Bell and we talked along the way.
"Did you and Taylor finally make up?" Kian asked.
"Yeah. He came and talked to me earlier." I replied.
"We all figured that. He arrived at the house and seemed like he was panicking. He asked if you were here and Sam told his yes, then he ran upstairs. He really loves you and we all can tell." Kian said.
I smiled.
"I really love him too. Hopefully nothing like this happens again. It was hell for me." I said.
"You guys was have your differences but when he finally asks you to be his girl friend I don't think he'll do something like this again." Kian said.
We pulled into Taco Bell and ordered the food. Our total was pretty expensive but we managed. It was about $75 since there was lots of us eating. We drove home and when we got to the house everyone bombarded us since we had the food.
"Let me set the food on the table your animals!" I yelled.
I set the food on the table and everyone darted to the table like lions pouncing on a single gazelle.
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We all ate, then everyone went home to get ready for the party. It was around 6 when we finished eating since we were all talking. Andrea, Acacia, and I got ready as well. We all have bathrooms in our rooms so we showered in there. I dried and straightened my hair. I winged my eyeliner and did my mascara. This whole process took me about 2 hours so it's about 8.
"Are you done Andy?" I knocked on Andrea's door.
"Yep. I'm coming." She said.
I walked to Acacia's door and knocked.
"Are you ready Cacy?" I asked.
(Reminder: it's pronounced Kay-she)
"Yep. Lets go." Acacia opened her door.
The girls and I walked downstairs and the guys were already there. They all looked at us and whistled.
"Damn. You girls look sexy as hell." Johnson said.
"Not looking to bad yourself." I winked at him.
We all laughed and walked outside. We walked to the party since it was just down the street. I'm kind of scared to go to this party. Frat parties are scary. People can slip drugs into your drink without you knowing. I've been to a frat party before and it was pretty fun but I was scared to drink. I'm probably going to drink tonight though since I haven't drank in a while. I deserve one after everything that has happened.
We arrived at the party and there were people outside. A few guys looked the girls and I up and down but we ignored them. As we walked inside the music was blaring.
"Aye! Johnson! You made it!" Some guy yelled over the music.
"Yep and I brought some friends." Johnson pointed to all of us.
The guy said hi to all of us and looked at me.
"Hi. I'm Rick, and you are?" He kissed my hand and I blushed.
"I'm Jade." I smiled.
"What a nice name. There's lots of drinks for you guys so help yourselves." He smiled.
"Will do." Gilinsky said.
"Well, let's get Groove playing to make this party better." The guy said.
He looked at the dj and Groove started playing. I grabbed Andrea and Acacia's hands and led them to where everyone was dancing but Johnson grabbed my arm.
"Be careful around Rick. He's trouble." He said and I nodded. The rest of the boys came over and we all began dancing. Groove is so upbeat and fun. It's amazing. During the middle of the song I went to the drink table and looked at all of the drinks.
"This ones the strongest so I highly suggest it." A voice said and I jumped.
"You scared me Rick." I laughed.
"I'm sorry." He chuckled.
He handed me the drink and I gulped it down.
"Damn. You weren't kidding." I coughed.
"Do you want to come dance with me?" Rick asked and I nodded.
Rick's pretty cute and he seems sweet. I don't think Taylor will mind if I dance with Rick since I'm not into him like that. I kept in mind what Johnson had said earlier about Rick. How he's trouble. Besides, its just a dance. Rick lead me to the dance floor and we slow danced to some song that I didn't even know. He place his hands on my waist and I placed mine around his neck.
"So is this your place?" I asked.
"Yep. I live here with some of my other guy friends." Rick smiled.
"It's a nice place. It's beautiful." He said.
"So are you." Rick said and I smiled.
The song ended minutes later and I went off to find one of the boys or girls. I walked around until I spotted Taylor siting on a chair alone. I walked over to him and kissed his cheek. He seemed sad.
"Having fun?" I asked.
Taylor shrugged.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Why don't you go ask Rick?" Taylor said and I sighed.
"Listen, we just danced to one song. No big deal." I said.
"No big deal? You're sexy as hell and all the guys here are mentally striping you down with their eyes. You were blushing and smiling at Rick a lot too." Taylor said.
"The only guy that would possibly be stripping me down tonight would be you and only you so calm down Tay. I'm not into Rick." I said.
Taylor relaxed a bit and sighed.
"Okay. Go have fun and down some drinks. You deserve it." she smiled slightly.
I smiled and kissed his lips. I ran off to the drink table and took a few drinks of something. I don't know what it was though. I grabbed a red cup and poured some watermelon flavored liquor into it. I sipped it and it was amazing. It had a kick to it but not to bad. This party is fun so far.
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Pretty long chapter but I'll continue it the next chapter. I might dump my boy friend soon btw. Idk if I really have feelings for him anymore and he's screwed up a lot in our relationship so. We haven't texted all weekend and I actually feel okay so I think it's time for him to go✋
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