Wallflower 2

Chapter 216

(Jade's P.O.V)

I sat down on the other end of the couch so I was directly next to Taylor. I knew Sammy was nervous about leaving me here alone with Taylor but it'll be fine. Taylor and I are just friends. And when I say just friends I mean it. I don't mean "just friends" as if we'll get together. We won't. I'm happy with Sammy.

"So what do you want to do?" Taylor asked.

"I need to do the dishes since there's a lot so you can help me if you want." I replied.

We got up and walked to the kitchen where I began playing music from my phone and doing the dishes.

Talk Me Down by Troye Sivan played so I sang along while Taylor rinsed the dishes after I had scrubbed them.

"I wanna sleep next to you but that's all I wanna do right now. So come over now and talk me down. I wanna hold hands with you but that's all I wanna do right now. And I wanna get close to you cause your hands and lips still know their way around." I belted out.

This song might be kind of awkward since I'm singing this in front of my ex but I honestly don't care. It's a good song.

I swayed back and fourth to the music while singing and doing dishes.

Taylor just stared at me while I did all of this.

(Taylor's P.O.V)

I stared at her as she sang and swayed back and fourth to the music. She looked absolutely beautiful. I just wanted to press my lips against hers and never let her go. I wish I could but I can't. Sammy would beat me senseless and it would cause trouble for him and Jade. And it would ruin me and Jade's friendship. I don't want to cause any problems.

But it's so tempting to just kiss her. I want to so bad. I miss her soft lips. Every time I kissed her I got butterflies in my stomach and it only made me want her more.

I was so stupid for not telling her that. I was so stupid for cheating on her. I was so stupid for letting her go. I gave her a promise ring and she committed to that, but I didn't. I hate myself for what I've done.

I crave her everyday. I crave her touch. I just need her wrapped around me as we lay in bed asleep like old times. I need her to look me in the eyes and tell me she loves me like she always did. I need her. The way she kissed amazed me. She acts so innocent but she's not and that's why most guys want her. She acts innocent, but trust me, she can be bad for you when she wants to.

I don't just miss everything we did, but I miss her in general. I miss waking up next to her every morning. I miss kissing her every night before bed. I miss her falling asleep on my chest. I miss it all. The worst part is, I'll never get to feel any of that again. Someone else will and already does.

Her and Sammy already have a promise ring and they haven't been dating for very long. They've known each other for so long and they work together. He doesn't cheat on her and he treats her right. She's happy with him. When she was with me, she was depressed all the time. But now that she's with Sammy, she's more alive and happy. I fucked up and there's nothing I can do about it.

(Jade's P.O.V)

The next song came on which was l Found by Amber Run.

"I'll use you as a warning sign, that if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind. I'll use you as a focal point so I don't lose sight of what I want. I've moved farther than I thought I could. But I missed you more than I thought I would. I'll use you as a warning sign. That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind. I found love where it wasn't suppose to be. Right in front of me. Talk some sense to me." I sang out.