Wallflower 2

Chapter 97

(Jade's P.O.V)

I' m so depressed and I'm not sure what to do anymore. Everything is back. The pain, heart ache, everything. I'm currently sitting next to Sam, squeezing his hand and praying that he'll wake up. I've been here since 2 PM and it's now 9 PM. I'm not leaving until he wakes up. My stomach growled and I sighed. I haven't ate anything since 1 PM so that's 8 hours I've gone without food. I don't really care anyway.

"Jade Elizabeth, you really should try to eat something. You haven't ate in 8 hours." Taylor said as he walked into the room.

"I'm not hungry. Thanks though." I said and my stomach growled loudly.

"your stomach is growling, obvoiusly you're hungry." Taylor said and I stayed silent.

"I'm going to get you some McDonalds. I'll be back within 7 minutes." Taylor said and left the room.

I'm alone with my big brother again. Everyone has came in but they've left me alone with Sam for the most part.

"I don't want you to leave me. I need you like a mother needs her child. You're my only family and I love you. You have cuts and bruises all over your body and it scares me. I hate seeing you like this but I refuse to leave. I can't leave you here alone. The doctor said there's a 50/50 chance you'll wake up and it scares me. The car hit you at 70 miles per hour. I'm scared Sam. I'm scared that I'm going to hear the monitor slowly slow down and go to a single beep. I can't have you leaving me. Taylor told me you'd wake up because our family is a family of fighters and part of me belives him and the other part doesn't. I need you Sam. I'm sorry for being a bitch to you latley. I regret it a lot because now you're here, laying in this hospital bed all cut up. What were you even doing in the road? Why would you just walk into moving traffic? I can't belive any of this. Just please don't leave me. I need you." I said and bowed my head.

Tears formed in my eyes as I thought of Sam. I heard the door open and I quickly looked up and smiled.

"I'm back." Taylor smiled and handed me a McDonalds bag.

"I'm going to eat in here with you. I don't want you being all alone this whole time." Taylor said and I smiled a little.

Taylor took a bite of his food and I unwrapped my cheese burger. I looked at it in disgust but Taylor didn't notice. I took a small bite and swalloed it. I sat there for a few seconds before getting up and running into the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and got rid of everything in my stomach. When I finished I flushed the toilet and washed my hands. I laid on the floor and curled up into a ball. The door slowley came open and a doctor walked away while Taylor came in.

"I'm so sorry Jade Elizabeth. I didn't mean for this to happen. Do you need anything?" Taylor asked and I nodded.

"Can you go out and buy me a toothbrush and get me some water?" I asked and Taylor nodded.

He kissed my forhead gently and brought me to his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and I laid my head on his chest. A few seconds went by and he pulled away and walked out of the room. I walked out of the bathroom and into the chair I was sitting in. A few minutes later Kian came in and sat next to me.

"I'm so sorry Jade." Kian apologized.

"You didn't do anything Kian." I said and Kian grabbed my hand.

"I know but I feel bad for you. Sam's in the hospital and you just threw up." Kian said and hugged me.

I didn't cry or anything, I just put my head on his chest and hugged Kian back. Kian pulled way to kiss my cheek and walk out. I was alone again and I felt pretty ok alone. As I waited for Taylor to come back with my supplies I hugged Sam for a few seconds and then sat back down. I took his hand in mine and spoke.