Wallflower 2

Chapter 187

(Jade's P.O.V)
I woke up and I was on the floor. Why was I on the floor? Oh yeah, Sammy kicked me off the bed last night by accident but I didn't feel like getting up so I stayed on the floor.
I sat up and checked the time. 10:34 am. I stood up and saw Sammy was still asleep in my bed. I sat on the bed and rested my hand on the side of his face. He was laying on his stomach with his hands under his pillow and his head was turned so I was able to see half of his face.
"Wake up baby." I said and he groaned.
"Fine. You stay here and sleep. I love you." I kissed Sammy's forehead and stood up.
I went to the bathroom and showered, dried my hair, straightened it, and then brushed my teeth. I only applied some mascara on my eyes since I didn't feel like putting anything else on. I walked into my bedroom and Sammy was still asleep. I looked for something to wear. I grabbed a pair of black shorts and my grey nirvana t shirt. I walked downstairs and Matt was sitting on the couch. It was just him.
"Hey Matty. What's up?" I said.
"Nothing much baby girl." Matt stood up and walked over to me.
He wrapped his arms around me and rested his head on top of my head. I wrapped my arms around his torso and he spoke.
"How would you like to go catch up? We could go out around town or something." Matt said and I smiled.
"That sounds like a lot of fun! Let's go." I said.
I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote a note on it for Sammy.
Dear my Sammy,
I went out with Matthew for a bit. I'll be back soon. I love you! Xx -You're princess
I slipped on my vans and Matt and I walked out the door to his car. He drove to town and we got out of his car once we arrived. We went to Starbucks first. I got a cotton candy frappe and Matt got a cool like refresher. Matt paid for it while I was getting my card out to pay and then we walked out.
"So how are things with Sammy?" Matt asked.
"Last night, I saw some girl kissing his face and he was holding her at the club so I got mad and he chased after me. We went home and started to argue and so he went out and got helium balloons. We inhaled the helium and continued our argument and then we just ended up laughing at each other. He was holing the girl cause she was really drunk and couldn't even stand and then she started kissing his face and I came in just at the right time." I said.
"Sammy is a clever man. He seriously got helium balloons?" Matt said and I nodded.
We walked to the park and sat down on a bench. It was quiet hit Matt spoke up though a little bit later.
"Do you love him?" Matt asked.
"Yes, I do." I replied.
"No, do you love him. Like really truly love him. More than you love Taylor." Matt asked.
I thought about this for a minute.
"Well, Sammy has been there for me since 3rd grade. He's been with me through everything and he's been there when I've had my little episodes of pain, tears, etc. He has never mistreated me or hurt me purposely. Yeah he's accidentally done something and it upset me, but he's never done anything even close to what Taylor's done." I said.
"What else?"
"We tried to hide our feelings when we were younger. We were in about 7th grade when we stared acting more like a couple outside of school. At school, we were friends. But at home, we hugged a lot and joked around like a couple. We would kiss sometimes too. This went on until he moved. We didn't know what we were doing or what we were thinking, but I know that it felt right." I replied.
"You're totally in love with him. I think this is bigger than Taylor. You're doing just okay without Taylor. When Sammy moved, you didn't leave your room for a few months. You'd go to school and go straight to your room. We were all sad to see you like that. I'd hear your sobs sometimes at night and it broke my heart. You don't do that with Taylor anymore. You don't sob every night since you guys aren't together." Matt said.
"Cause I'm finally fed up with Taylor and his games. I finally have someone that I've been craving for years now and I'm not letting him slip away. Taylor's such a fuckboy and I'm done with him for good. Sammy is the one I want. I really, truly love him." I said.
"I'm so glad you're done with Taylor now. I couldn't stand him when you guys were together. I just wanted to punch him in the face all the time." Matt said and I laughed.
"Trust me, I did too. I still do."
I laughed.
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A few hours later, Matt dropped me off at me house. No one was here still besides Sammy. I hugged Matt and thanked him for taking me out, then walked inside.
"Babe I'm home!" I hollered to Sammy.
He wasn't downstairs so I yelled again. I got no reply. Weird. I walked upstairs and the bedroom door was still shut. He can't be sleeping still. It's already 2:30 pm. I opened the door and he wasn't in there so I walked back downstairs to the kitchen where I found a note on the table.
Went food shopping. Be back soon. I love you princess.
-Sammy
I plopped myself down on the couch and the front door opened.
"Hey babe-you're not my babe. What the hell are you doing here?" I said.
Taylor walked in and stood a few feet away from me.
"Jade I'm so sorry for everything. I know you won't forgive me right away but please let me show you how sorry I am. I want to make everything up to you. I need you so much." Taylor pleaded.
"No Taylor. You cat walk out of my life, say really hurtful things to me, then just come back. I have Sammy now." I said.
"I know and I'm sorry. Please let me make it up to you. I need you back." Taylor said.
"No! I have Sammy now don't you get it? Sammy actually treats me right and has since we first met. You're a fuckboy and I don't like you." I said.
"I know you still love me." Taylor said.
"Leave. Sammy should be back any minute. You don't want to be here." I warned him.
"I don't care. I love you Jade. Let me prove to you that I can change." Taylor said.
"I've given you too many chances. I love Sammy, not you." I said.
I'll admit, it hurt to say that I don't love Taylor. I've never said that and I don't know if it's true. Let's face it, it's not. But I don't love him as much as I used to.
"You still love me. I know you do. We've been through a lot together. You can't throw this away." Taylor said.
"I can't throw it away but you can? No. Fuck you Taylor. Leave my house right now. I love Sammy so much. He's all I've ever wanted." I said.
I heard a car door shut. Sammy's here. He walked in the front door with some bags and dropped them on the floor as soon as he saw Taylor.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" Sammy said between gritted teeth.
"I'm getting my girl back." Taylor said.
"No the fuck you are not. Leave my house. I don't want anything to do with you. I'm not your girl anymore. I've already told you a thousand times, I love Sammy. I always have. He's been so amazing to me, not you. Leave." I sassed.
"I'm not giving up." Taylor said.
He walked out the door and Sammy smiled at me.
"You really do love me?" He asked.
"Yes I do. Matt and I had a long conversation about it today. He asked me if I truly love you and I gave him a speech about it." I said.
"Matt told me on the phone when I was shopping. I love you so much too Jade." Sammy said.
He pulled me to him and pressed his lips against mine. I want to freeze this moment in time but sadly, I can't. Sammy pulled away and we just stared in each other's eyes for a few seconds.
"You have the most gorgeous blue eyes I've ever seen." Sammy said.
"Yours aren't bad either." I smiled.
I love this boy so much. It amazes me how in love with him I am.
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Boring chapter Ik. My friend is writing and Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfic so if you want to read that here's the tittle and her user
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