Wallflower 2

Chapter 175

(Jade's P.O.V)
I spent a good 20 minutes sobbing again. I began to get light headed and dizzy. Sammy came in my room and ran to me and tried to calm me down so I didn't pass out.
"Jade, you need to calm down. You're going to pass out." He said.
I tried my best to calm down again and it worked.
"I'm not leaving your side now. Every time I do, you end up crying again and I don't want that. I'm going to sleep in here tonight. No arguments." Sammy laid down on my bed and I crawled next to him.
He wrapped his arm around me and I laid my head on his chest. I wrapped my arm around his torso and stretched my leg over his leg. (Pic at the top.)
"Will you sing for me?" I whispered.
Sammy began singing Lay Me Down by Sam Smith and I smiled.
"Can I lay by your side? And make sure you're alright? I'll take care of you." Sammy sang.
I looked up at him and he was look at me. We leaned our faces in closed and closer, our lips almost touched but then my door opened and Taylor stood there. Sammy and I jumped out do the bed.
"What the hell?!" Taylor yelled.
"Look, he was just singing to me-" I was cut off by Taylor.
"You guys were literally about to kiss! Why would you do that?!" Taylor yelled.
I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and Kian, Sam, and Matt showed up.
"What happened?" Sam asked.
"Well I was coming here to try to fix things with Jade but when I walked in they were almost about to kiss!" Taylor shouted.
"Sammy was just singing to me. We wouldn't have kissed." I said.
It's true. Sammy and k wouldn't have kissed because we know better. He knows better.
"I can't believe you!" Taylor yelled at me.
"Don't act all innocent Taylor. You've done shit too and you ruined my birthday." I scoffed.
"We weren't together when stuff happened!" Taylor yelled.
"Then why did you get mad over it? Huh?! How come you can do whatever the hell you want but when I want to do something it's wrong?!" I yelled.
"Guys, just calm down." Matt said.
"This is all your fault Sammy. If you hadn't come around maybe she'd still be around me!" Taylor yelled at Sammy.
"Don't start Taylor. I swear to fucking god I'm on my last nerve with you right now so don't push any buttons. The only reason why I'm not laying your ass on this ground is for her, but if you keep pushing, I will knock you out." Sammy said.
"You don't think you're not on my last nerve? You're taking my girlfriend from me!" Taylor said back.
"Jade, come downstairs with us." Kian said.
"No. If anything happens I'm going to stop it." I said.
"You've seen Sammy and Taylor both when they're mad. I don't think you need to see it again." Sam said.
"I don't care." I said.
"Taylor, step down. I don't think you wanna fight me right now." Sammy said through gritted teeth.
Oh lord not again.
"Why should I? You're stealing my fucking girlfriend and I will not have that." Taylor stepped closer to Sammy.
Who's going to throw the first punch. I'll stop it before anything happens.
"Jade, go downstairs." Sam said.
"No." I crossed my arms.
"That's not a damn decision. Go!" Sam raised his voice and I jumped and left my room.
Matt followed me downstairs and I sat on the couch. Everyone else was there. Matt rubbed my back as I laid my head in my hands.
"It's all my fault." I said.
"No it's not baby girl. You didn't do anything." Matt tried to comfort me.
"Just let them work it out. It'll be okay." Johnson said.
I heard a thud from upstairs so I darted up there and sure enough, Sammy and Taylor were fighting. Kian and Sam tried to step in but the couldn't.
Taylor was on Sammy punching him left and right. Sammy pushed him off and started punching him. This is going to stop.
"Fucking stop! Both of you! I swear to fucking god I will beat both of your asses if you do not stop!" I screamed and they didn't stop.
I haven't seen Sammy this mad in years. I hated it. His eyes were a darker color. It scared me so bad.
"Sammy, stop! You're going to kill him!" I yelled.
He kept going. Taylor has a bloody nose and blood was trickling down his face.
"Sammy stop!" I screamed.
Kian and Sam pushed Sammy off of Taylor and held him back. I rushed to Taylor and he stood up. He just glared at me.
"Go out there. I'll deal with you in a minute." I said to Taylor and he stepped out in the hall.
Kian and Sam let go of Sammy and left and shut my door. He was just sitting on the floor breathing heavily.
"Sammy, you shouldn't have done that." I said.
"I'm so sorry. I was just so angry. I hit him first and I'm so sorry Jade. I wasn't thinking when I did it." Sammy said.
I cupped his cheek with my hand and rubbed my thumb under his eye.
"Are you okay?" I asked and he nodded.
"You should go check on your boyfriend. I'll be fine. Just go." Sammy said and I nodded with a sigh.
I walked out to the hall and took Taylor to the bathroom. He sat on the toilet seat and I cleaned him up.
"Can't believe this happened." I said.
"I know." Was all Taylor said.
"After this, just go home and rest. I need to rest too." I said and Taylor nodded.
I finished cleaning him up and he thanked me and kissed my cheek, then left. I sighed and walked back to my room, shutting my door behind me. Sammy was still there.
I began cleaning him up since I brought a wet cloth with me. After I finished, I put the cloth in the bathroom and sat down on my bed.
"I'm sorry Liz." Sammy said.
"I know you are Sam." I said.
"I didn't mean for it to happened. It was stupid and I was angry." Sammy apologized.
"I know. You're lucky I can't stay mad at you forever. I'm still upset with you but let's just go to bed. We'll talk about it in the morning." I sighed.
We laid down how we did earlier and Sammy kissed my forehead.
**
I woke up on the other side of the bed. Sammy wasn't in bed. I got up and the time was 11:36 am. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my teeth, then went downstairs. No one was here except Sammy. He was in the kitchen drinking some water with music playing.
"Good morning Lizzie." Sammy said.
"Morning. Where is everyone?" I asked.
"They went out for a bit. So, about last night. I'm extremely sorry and if you don't want to forgive me I understand-" I cut Sammy off.
"It's okay. I forgive you." I half smiled.
Sammy grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. He wrapped his arms around me and I wrapped mine around him. Hungry Heart by Bruce Springsteen began playing from his phone since he has music playing and he pulled away and held his hand out. I took it and he wrapped his other arm around my waist while holding my hand still. I wrapped my other arm over his neck and we danced around the living room.
"Remember this song? We always used to listen to it." Sammy said.
"I remember it. We liked a lot of songs." I laughed.
"Indeed we did." Sammy laughed as well.
Sammy and I tripped over each other's feet and fell back. He wrapped his arms around me as soon as we began to fall to protect me. I fell on top of him and we began laughing.
"We never were really good dancers." Sammy laughed.
"We'd always end up falling." I laughed too.
We laid there for a bit as our laughter died down. Sammy was staring into my eyes. Into my soul.
"Jade, I need to ask you something." Sammy said seriously.
"Okay. Ask away." I replied.
"Are you happy with Taylor?" Sammy asked.
"Yes? I-I don't know. We're at a rough spot right now again. I've been happy with him in our relationship so far but something's off. I don't know." I truthfully replied.
"If you're not happy, you know what you should do." Sammy said.
I sighed and laid my head on his chest.
"I know but I can't do that. I love and need him. Right now just isn't a good time for us. I don't know want to do anymore. We've only been dating for about a week." I said.
There was a knock at the door so I got up and opened it. The British people stood there.
"Hey Jade. We're leaving so we figured you could come to the airport with us." Zoe said.
"Okay. I'll come right now. Sammy will you drive me?" I asked and Sammy nodded.
I didn't care what I was wearing. I got into the car and when we arrived at the airport, we all went inside. I hugged Louise first.
"We'll make up your birthday don't worry." Louise smiled.
I moved on to Dan and Phil and hugged them. And said goodbye. Next I hugged Alfie.
"Goodbye Alfie. I'll miss you." I said.
"I'll miss you too. I'm sorry about your birthday last night." Alfie apologized.
"Don't be. You didn't do anything." I lightly smiled.
I hugged Zoe next. That's when the tears started to come.
"I'm going to miss you so much." I cried as I hugged Zoe.
"I'll miss you too love. Don't worry, we'll be back soon." Zoe cried as well.
Lastly, Joe. I hugged him tightly and cried into his neck. I've missed this. I planted a sneaky kiss ok his neck.
"I'll miss you." I whispered.
"I'll miss you too darling. Don't worry. Everything will work out and you'll find the right guy." Joe looked at me and tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and planted a kiss on my forehead.
Their flight was called so they had to go. As they walked off Joe turned around and mouthed the word 'I'll miss you' and I smiled. I blew him a kiss, then walked off with Sammy. We drove back to the house and everyone was there now.
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Sucky update I know and I'm sorry.
Love you all