Wallflower 2

Chapter 125

(Jade's P.O.V)
(A/N: if you've seen the first season of American horror story you'll understand Jade's suicide part)
I opened the pill bottles and dumped them out into my hand. I had sleeping pills and another pill which I forgot. I popped 10 pills into my mouth and swallowed them with the water I had up here. I started to couch because I was chocking on them but I didn't care. I'll be dead soon. A few minutes later my body started to shake and I fell to the ground.
(Taylor's P.O.V)
"I have to go talk to her. I love her. She might forgive me for breaking the promise." I said.
"Go talk to her. She needs you." Andrea said and I nodded.
"We'll be back later. We're going to the store." Andrea said and her and everyone else left.
I'm alone in Jade, Andrea, and Acacia's house now and I need to talk to Jade. We can't be a couple, but I still need her. I love her a lot still and I'll never stop. She's amazing and beautiful. I walked upstairs to talk to Jade and I opened her door as I saw her body fall to the ground. I panicked and look at her hand. Pills were everywhere on the floor. Fuck. I felt as if my whole world came crashing down. I love this girl and can't let her leave. This can't be happening. No no no! I ran to Jade and grabbed her my her arm and pulled her out do her room.
"Don't you die on me Jade! Don't you die!" I yelled and dragged her into the bathroom and tears fell from my eyes.
I pulled her into the bathtub with me and turned it on. Water came out of the shower head. She was in between my legs and I was getting soaked with water but I didn't care
"Jaaaddeee!" I yelled as I cried.
(Again, if you've seen the 1st season of American horror story, this happened with Tate and violet when violet tried to commit suicide)
I did what I had to do. I stuck my finger down her throat. It may sound gross to you, but it'll cause her gag reflex to work and she'll throw up the pills. I stuck my finger down her throat and she coughed and threw up the pills. Jade squealed as she breathed in and she began to cry. I kissed the back of her wet head by her ear 4 times.
"Why'd you do this?" I asked as I cried.
"I-I needed to go see Nat." Jade said and she was still crying.
I knew about Nat and it broke my heart knowing this about Jade.
"You wouldn't be able to come back Jade." I said.
Jade cried and I held her.
"I-Im sorry for being so m-mean to you. I hate myself." Jade said and I wrapped my arms around her waist tighter.
"I should be sorry. I broke a promise and I'm so sorry baby. Don't hate yourself. You're beautiful and I love you so much." I said.
Jade couldn't stop crying. I hate seeing her like this and holding her in this bathtub while she just tried to overdose on pills hurts even more. I kissed her behind her ear again and she laid her head on my chest and sobbed.
"Let it out beautiful. Just cry and get it out of your system." I said.
Jade cried harder and gripped my wet t shirt. I rubbed her back.
"Let's brush your teeth okay?" I said and Jade nodded.
I shut off the water, picked Jade up bridal style, and carried her out of the bathtub. She brushed her teeth and I got her a towel for her hair. She ruffled her hair with the towel to get it somewhat dry, then we went to her bedroom. She took off her shirt and pants, then grabbed new undergarments. She slipped them of and put on a pair of spandex shorts and a plain black shirt. She climbed into bed next to me and laid farthest away from me. I pulled her to me and onto my chest.
"Tomorrow, are we going to go back to being friends?" Jade asked.
"Let's not worry about tomorrow. Let's just lay here with you in my arms. I saved you tonight once again. I wouldn't mind saving you more and more because if I'm saving you, you're staying here." I said.
"Thank you for saving me." Jade whispered.
I sat up and so did Jade.
"What are you doing?" Jade asked.
I cupped her face and brought her lips to mine. I kissed her like I meant it because I meant it. She kisses me back and she leaned back so I was on top of her.
"I love you. I can't stay away from you. I can't get enough of you." I said on her lips.
"I love you too. I would never be able to stay away from you." Jade replied.
I smiled and kissed her again. I think this means we made up. I'm not letting her go again. We always hit rough patches in our life with each other but it makes us stronger. I pulled ways from Jade and pulled her back onto my chest. She closed her eyes and fell asleep. I almost lost Jade Elizabeth today and if I did it would've killed me. I wouldn't be able to handle this world without her. I love her.
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Double update yay! And like I said before, if you've seen the first season you American horror story you might remember when Violet tried to commit suicide. I based Jade's suicide scene on that so if you haven't seen American horror story, look up American horror story violets suicide. It's like a 4 minute video but the first few minutes where Tate is in the bathtub with Violet is the main part. Anyway, thanks for reading my book and I love those sweet comments that you guys comment!
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