Wallflower 2

Chapter 132

(Jade's P.O.V)
When I arrived at the house I got out and ran to the door. I opened it since I don't need to knock. I heard loud laughing coming from the living room. I walked out there and everyone was laughing.
"Hey babes." I said.
"Jade!" Everyone yelled and attacked me in hugs.
"We missed you." Trevor said.
"I missed you guys too." I smiled.
I sat down on the couch and talked with boys about random things. I stayed for about an hour, then left.
"Bye guys. I love you." I said and hugged all of the boys.
"We love you too." Sam said.
Kian kissed my cheek and then I left. I went back to my house with Andrea and Acacia. When I walked into the house I slipped off my shoes and hung my keys up and went up to my room. I changed into my spandex shorts and Taylor's Tye dye shirt. Taylor's shirt is pretty big on me but I'm so comfortable. I grabbed my MacBook Air and laid on my bed. I started watching Alfie and Zoella's new videos on their main channels and their vlogs. I just feel like relaxing today in Taylor's shirt and my shorts. I don't feel like doing anything. I watched some of Zoey's vlogs and Alfie's. Then I watched their main channel videos and some Tyler Oakley. I sometimes watch YouTubers but I'm always so busy that I haven't had time to just sit and relax. I've been with the magcon boys a lot so I haven't had time to myself and it's nice being alone. My phone buzzed so I grabbed it. It was Taylor.
From- Tay baby😍💕😘- hey beautiful. Just letting you know I love you.
Taylor does this sometimes. He sends me random messages throughout the day and it's really sweet.
To- Tay baby😍💕😘- I love you too Tay
I clicked my phone off and went back to my videos.
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A few hours later I shut my laptop off. The sun was just setting. I walked downstairs and saw a note on the kitchen table.
Went out for a bit so we decided to let you have your alone time. Be back soon. Love you ~ Andy and Cacy
I'm all alone now and I miss Nat so much. I should probably go visit her since I haven't in a little bit. I went up to my room and slid off my shorts and put yoga pants on. I got my vans on and grabbed my keys. I walked downstairs and out the door. I looked the door so no one could break in. Andrea and Acacia have their own keys for the house so they'll be able to get in. I climbed into my car and drove to the cemetery. I parked and got out when I arrived. I walked over to Nat's grave and sat down.
"Hey Nat it's me. I miss you a lot." I began.
I told her what all has happened since my last visit. I had to stop talking because I started to choke up and cry. A lady was visiting someone and she saw me. She made her way to me and sat down next to me.
"What's wrong child?" She asked.
She was elderly and her voice was shaky. She looked to be in her 70's.
"This is my best friend Nat." I pointed to Nat's graves and wiped my tears.
"I'm here for the story. By the way, my names Mabel but you can call me granny." The women said.
(I had a Granny named Mabel but she died when I was 2)
"I'm Jade Pottorff." I said.
"You're Sam Pottorff's sister right? My grand child loves Sam but she moved to Florida with her parents. Now, how about Nat's story?" The woman smiled.
"Well, we've been friends for a while. Nat was amazing. She was super pretty, nice, funny, and a good singer. She acted so happy but she tried to kill herself 4 times. People bullied her and her dad left her and her mother when she was 12. It was hard for her. I found cuts on her wrists all the time. I tried to stop her but I couldn't. I stopped her from killing herself 4 times but on the 5th time I wasn't there. It was in the middle of our sophomore year. She texted me in the middle of the night telling me she was sorry but she it was her time and that she loved me very much." I paused and wiped a few tears, then continued.
"When I woke up, I was horrified. I drove to her house and saw her hanging there in her room. I screamed and started crying and it woke her mom up. Her mom was just as upset. It's a scaring memory I can never get rid of. Now I do all those things. I cut and I've tried to kill myself. I barely used to talk but over time I've started talking again. This guy named Taylor is in love with me and I love him too but we aren't dating. He had a girl friend who killed herself because he cheated on her and now he's scared to date. We act like a couple but we aren't together. I have depression and an eating disorder. Both of my parents are dead. I hate it." I began sobbing and Granny hugged me.
"I'm sorry Jade. I know things are tough right now but it does get better. I never cut or tried to kill myself but I got depressed so I know how this feels. People always say it gets better but it does. I'm sorry about Nat. She really does seem like a nice girl. This all seems confusing but one it will work out. Just wait child." Granny pulled away and put her hands on my shoulders.
"You are important in this world. You're beautiful and smart. My grand child has shown me videos on you singing and you're very good. You are loved beyond belief so never forget that okay?" I nodded my head and wiped a few tears.
"Now, I have to go. I'll keep in touch with you okay dear? I have a home phone that you can call me on anytime. I have to get walking before it gets to dark." Granny said.
"I can drive you home." I offered and Grabby smiled.
"I'd love that." We walked to my car and I drove off.
When I dropped her off I thanked her and she gave me her phone number.
"I live right down the street from you so I'll have to come visit sometime." I said.
"Sounds good. Bye Jade." Granny and I hugged, then she got out of the car and walked into her home. I drove down the street to my house and the girls still weren't there. As I thought this Andrea called.
"Hey Jade. We're staying the night at the O2L house. You can come if you want." She said.
"I think I'll just stay home. Thanks though. See you tomorrow. I love you." I spoke.
"I love you too. Bye Jay." Andrea hung up.
I parked the car and walked inside.
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A short update but I'll be working on another chapter now.
I love you guys!