Wallflower 2

Chapter 87

(Jade's P.O.V)

I woke up because my phone rang for the 6th time.

"What?" I croaked into the phone.

"Jade! You weren't answering your phone and it was scaring me." Jack G said.

"I was asleep." I answered.

"At 5 in the evening? How late were you up last night?" He asked.

"I'm not sure. Probably like 7 am." I laughed lightly.

"Wow. So was Taylor. I saw him laying out under the stars last night around 1:30 in the morning. He sat out there for hours and didn't get to bed until almost sunrise." Jack G said.

That's weird. I was out there for a while too.

"That's weird. I was out until almost sunrise as well." I was pretty shocked.

"Damn." Jack said.

The line went silent for a bit. It wasn't an awkward silence, it was just quiet.

"I miss you a lot." Jack whispered.

"I miss you too." I said back.

It's true, I miss Jack G a lot. I miss all of the boys especially Matt since he's like a brother to me. All of the boys are including O2L.

"We'll be back in 4 months so I'll see you then and when I do see you I'm going to squeeze you until you can't breath." Jack G said and we laughed a little.

"I'm fine with that." I giggled.

**

After Jack G and I finished our conversation I logged on to Twitter. Pictures of the boys and their fans appeared everywhere. They make those girls so happy and I'm glad that they're saving lives. I saw a picture in particular that caught my eye. It was Taylor kissing some girl on the lips. She didn't look like a fan and they weren't in a meet and greet place. They were in a room much like a hotel room. I knew it. I knew he'd forget about me. That's why he hasn't called me. God I'm so sick of him! He always does this to me and I'm not sure why I keep forgiving him.

Tears poured out of my eyes and I rushed into the bathroom. I can't take it anymore. It's only been 2 months and I'm already falling apart. I grabbed my razor and held in to my wrist. I told Matt I wouldn't but I can't help it. I slid it across 5 times and the cuts weren't little marks. They were pretty big. The size of a normal cut. I washed off my arm and went back into my room as if nothing happened. My heart beats for Taylor and I just want it to stop beating already. I've lived long enough and this isn't right for me to keep living when I'm unhappy. As selfish as that sounds it's true. My phone rang and I looked at the screen and it was Matt. I've talked to him almost everyday in the past two months and I'm tired right now. I'm just going to forget the world and do something fun. I denied the call and slipped on some clothes. I did my hair and makeup and then walked downstairs and was greeted by Andrea and the boys. I walked out to my car and texted everyone in a group chat.

J- Come outside. Everyone responded with an ok and they walked out.

"Get in losers we're going shopping." I said and we all bursted out in laughter.

(A/N: comment if you know what that's from :3)

Everyone got into the car and I spoke.

"Actually, we aren't going shopping. We're going to do something epic." I said with a smile.

I drove to the store and we bought some pool toys, some stuffed animals, dish soap, and more. I had a great idea but I needed a shopping cart for it.

"We need to take a shopping cart with us home so I'm going to find a cute worker and work my magic." I said to everyone with an evil smirk.

I walked over to a guy with black hair and brown eyes. He was pretty cute and he was tall. I grabbed my little change purse and walked past the guy. I "accidentally" dropped my purse and the guy came towards me.

"Miss, you dropped your purse." The guy said and I turned around.

"Oh. Thank you." I smiled.

"No problem. What's your name cutie?" he asked.

"Jade yours?" I asked.

I feel bad for doing this but hey, I need a shopping cart.

"I'm Max. Do you have a number?" he asked.

"Yeah. Let me see your phone and I'll write it in." I said and he smiled while handing me his phone.

I wrote a random number in his phone and smiled.

"So Max, I was just wondering if my friends and I could borrow a shopping cart from this store for something totally epic. Is that ok?" I said and pointed to everyone.

"Yeah I guess." Max said.

"Thanks. Well I gotta go. Bye Max." I said and kissed his cheek.

He blushed and I walked away. I went over to everyone and we grabbed a shopping cart. We're going to the O2L house and it's just down the street so Andrea and I walked with the stuff in the cart and the boys drove my car back. We blew up all of the pool floaties as soon as we got back and I threw them around the back yard.

"What exactly are we doing?" Ricky asked.

"First of all, put everything in your pockets inside, after that come back out." I said smiling.

Everyone put stuff inside and came back out. I grabbed some of the stuffed animals and threw them into the pool. I grabbed the alligator flotation device and told Kian to record me. I ran into the pool and everyone started to cheer.

"That was awesome!" I said.

"What do we do with the cart?" Connor asked.

I climbed into the cart and told Sam to push me and he did so. He pushed the cart into the pool and it was fun. Everyone else jumped into the pool with me and I took the soap and dumped all 3 bottles into the pool. (A/N: picture the 5SOS Amnesia music video if you've seen it :3) We started throwing things around and it was totally awesome. Kian had my phone sitting on the table and it was recording. I'm going to send the footage to the Magcon guys later. I ran out of the pool and stopped the video.

"This was a great idea Jade!" Sam said and hugged me.

I smiled and we continued having fun.

**

It's now 10 at night and we're dancing to music and playing in the pool. 18 by 5SOS came on and I started dancing. Andrea and I began to dance and the boys filmed us. Lots of other songs came on and we danced to them as well.

"Let's go up to the roof!" I said and everyone went up to the roof.

"I've already done this for a video and let me tell you, it was awesome." Ricky said and jumped off of the roof and into the pool.

Everyone else went and it was just me on the roof.

"Don't think about it Jade! Just jump!" Andrea yelled from the ground.

I took and deep breath and jumped. I felt as if I were flying and it was awesome. If I ever jumped off of a cliff this might be how it would feel. I'd love to do that. I fell into the water and swam up.

"That was awesome!" I yelled.

**

Sorry for the boring chapter. I'll try to do better babes!

Love u all