Wallflower 2

Chapter 184

(Jade's P.O.V)
Zoe and I ended up falling asleep while watching a movie during our slumber party. It was 2 am when we fell asleep. We talked about anything and everything. We really opened up to each other and I got lots of things off of my chest and it felt great. I'm so glad I have Zoe as my best friend. No, she's more like my sister.
It's currently 7 am. I quickly got Zoe and and we scrambled around to get ready to go to the airport. We brushed our teeth and I threw on some yoga shorts and Sammy's hoodie. I drove Zoe back to her hotel so she could get her and Alfie's stuff, then we drove to the magcon house to get Alfie. He was all ready. I drove them to the airport and by the time we got there, it was 8:13 am.
I helped them get their stuff and we walked in the airport.
"I don't want to leave." Zoe said.
"I don't want you to leave either." I said.
Alfie hugged me and said goodbye.
"We'll see you soon okay?" Alfie said and I nodded.
Zoe and I hugged and we began crying. This happens every time we leave each other.
"I'll miss you so much. I promise I'll come visit again." I said.
"I'll miss you too. I'll call you often and text you lots. I'll see you soon. I love you." Zoe said.
"I love you too Zoe." I replied.
We pulled away and they walked off so they could board their plane. I waved goodbye to them and then left. I wiped my tears and got into my car. I drove to my apartment that's shared with Andrea and Acacia, and when I arrived no one was here except one car. Taylor's. Why the hell is he here?
I got out of my car and walked inside where I found Taylor sitting on the couch. He stood up as I walked inside. I just glared at him.
"Can we talk?" Taylor asked.
"We have nothing to talk about." I said.
"There's a lot we have to talk about. I'm sorry okay." Taylor replied.
"No there's not. You wanted to take a break and see if we'd come back to each other, we didn't come back to each other so I began seeing someone else, and now that I'm finally happy, you all of a sudden find interest in me." I crossed my arms.
"We always find our ways back to each other." Taylor said.
"Yeah well not this time. The damage is done. There's nothing you can do anymore. I'm seeing someone now." I said.
"You chose Sammy? He's nothing. You could live without him. I know that you need me." Taylor said.
"First of all, cocky much? And second of all, don't you fucking dare talk about Sam that way. He's more of a man than you will ever be. He actually has respect for me." I spat.
My ears began to get hot, meaning I was getting pissed.
"I'm sorry Jade. I need you." Taylor said.
"You didn't need me last week when you were on a date with another girl." I said.
"Don't act innocent. You were with Gilinsky." Taylor said.
"Him and I were catching up since I haven't had time to be around anyone since I had to deal with our issues!" I shouted.
"Our issues wouldn't have even happened if you hadn't tried to get with every guy you see!" Taylor yelled back.
"Are you calling me a slut Caniff? You really want to go there with me?!" I yelled.
"I just call it as it is!" Taylor stepped a little bit closer to me.
"Fuck you Taylor! I fucking hate you! Why did I ever love you? I wasted my time one you and now I have someone else who is truly caring and actually loves me!" I stepped closer to him.
Try me Taylor. I'm not afraid to cut a bitch right now.
"Sammy isn't anything! He doesn't matter to anyone! He's a douchebag and a girlfriend stealer! He ruined our relationship!" Taylor yelled.
"No Taylor, YOU ruined our relationship! Sammy didn't and neither did I!" I yelled back.
"All you do is blame shit on other people! You sit in your room and cut yourself and except everyone to pity you! Well guess what, no one cares about you! You sit here and starve yourself, harm yourself, and try to kill yourself and everyone feels bad for you. Cutters are so fucking stupid. They expect everyone to feel sorry for them. The world doesn't revolve around you. Not even Matt cares. He never did. You're just an attention seeker." Taylor spat.
The time seemed to stop after he said this. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. No one should be around me right now. You never insult cutters or people with other problems when I'm around. Everyone knows this.
I can't believe Taylor seriously just said this to me. He's deserves everything he has coming to him right now.
"Who the fuck do you think you are?! You come into my fucking house and insult me! I fucking hate you Taylor Michael Caniff! How could you be so damn low?! I don't see why anyone can stand to be around you!" I screamed as loud as I could.
"You're just an attention seeker!"
Taylor yelled back.
I grabbed a mug that was sitting on the coffee table and chucked it at his head. He ducked and it shattered against the door.
"I fucking hate you so much! Nothing will ever changed between us now! I will never forgive you for this! This is worse than what Dom said to me years ago! I ignored him for years and now you fucked up worse than he did! How dare you show up in my house and say that shit to me!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
I grabbed a plate off the counter and threw it at him as well. Once again, he ducked and it shattered against the wall this time.
"You don't deserve anyone! You hair deserve to be alone for the rest of your life!" I screamed.
I threw the vase with the flowers Sammy had gotten me last night at Taylor and it crashed onto the floor in front of him. I'm throwing anything I can find right now. I'm so angry.
"Jade, I'm sorry-" I cut Taylor off.
"Shut the hell up Taylor! You're voice is like scissors in my ears! I can't stand you anymore! Why did I ever love you?! You tore my apart whenever I tried to bring myself up and you made my life hell!" I screamed and threw the porcelain fox that I have on table at the ground and it shattered at my feet. It was about the size of a dinner plate. When the shards landed on the ground, some of the pieces cut my ankles. Some of the blood got on the floor. I couldn't feel the pain.
"Please calm down-" I cut Taylor off again.
"Just leave! Leave my fucking house or I'll make sure that the next thing I throw doesn't miss you!" I screamed.
Taylor looked shocked. He couldn't believe that I was this violent. He quickly left my house and I was alone now. There was glass everywhere. I ran up to my room and slammed the door. I paced around my room tugged at my hair and screaming. I'm so angry right now. It's like the desert all over again when I was screaming in the middle of nowhere and Matt, Kian, and Sam came and got me. But this time, there's no one here to save me. I'm alone now and I can't do this. I'm so angry.
I grabbed a picture of Taylor and I and ripped it into pieces and threw it to the ground. I grabbed a stuffed bear that Taylor got me and threw it at my wall and screamed. I began to cry. My tears were a mixture of anger, sadness, and pain.
I fell to the ground and screamed and sobbed. I let all my emotions out that I've been keeping in.
"Why!" I screamed.
I heard footsteps running up the stairs and a voice.
"Jade! What the hell happened!?" Sammy yelled.
He rushed over to me. I can recognize his voice anywhere. I looked up at him and his eyes were glossy and he was breathing heavy.
"I-I saw glass everywhere she some blood on the floor and I thought something bad happened. What happened Jade?" Sammy asked.
I couldn't talk. I could only cry. Sammy pulled me in his arms
and I sobbed.
"T-Taylor c-ame by." I sobbed.
I felt Sammy tense up.
"What did he say to you." He said between gritted teeth.
"H-he called me an at-tention seeker and he said more and-" I stopped talking so I could breath.
"I'm gonna beat his ass." Sammy said.
He sounded so angry. Angrier than I was earlier. 
"It-it's okay." I said.
"No it's not. Nobody messes with you like that and gets away with it." Sammy stood up.
He called someone on his phone and told them to get here asap. Minutes later Matt rushed up the stairs and into my room.
"Stay here with her. I'm going to have a chat with Taylor." Sammy said.
Matt nodded and came over to me. By now, I was laying on the floor crying. My ankle hurt from being cut and my chest hurts from everything that Taylor said.
"Shh. I got you baby girl." Matt said as he lifted me from the ground.
He sat down on the floor and pulled me on his lap.
"I-I need to go with Sammy." I cried.
"You need to stay here. I'm going to get you some water and some pain reliever because I know you have a headache okay? You're throat will be sore if you don't drink something." Matt said and I nodded.
He walked downstairs and I stood up. Matt knows me so well because I do have a headache but I guess he doesn't know me well enough to know that I will go get Sammy.
I wiped my tears and quickly ran downstairs and grabbed my keys from the table. I opened the front door, avoiding the broken glass and I ran to my car. Matt was running out of the house after me but I got in my car and drove off. I don't want Sammy to hurt Taylor. I just want to bring Sammy home.
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