Wallflower 2

Chapter 142

(Jade's P.O.V)
*Hours later*
I'm finally free to go now. I can't wait to get out of this dress and burn it so I don't have to look at it and have memories of that horrible night come into my head.
The doctor just set me free and I'm on my way to Taylor's car with him and Matt. Matt had his arm around me.
"I'm sorry this happened." Matt apologized.
"You didn't do anything wrong so don't worry. No one should worry anymore since I'm okay now." I said.
"I love you." Matt kissed my temple.
"I love you too." I replied.
When we reached the outside the warm morning air hit my face. It's 1 pm right now so it's pretty warm outside. It feels nice. I climbed into Taylor's car and he drove me to my place. Everyone followed him.
"I love you so much. I'm not leaving your side from now on. I can't let anything happen to you. You've almost been raped more than twice now so I'm not letting you out of my sight." Taylor said.
"I love you too Taylor. Don't beat yourself up over this. It's over now and all that matters is that I'm here with you guys." I smiled.
I leaned over and kissed Taylor's cheek. We pulled into the driveway and got out. Everyone walked inside and Sam spoke up.
"You're coming to stay with us for a few days so get a bag. We need to keep an eye on you do nothing else happens." Sam said and I nodded.
I walked upstairs and got a bag ready. I grabbed some leggings, sweat pants, and more. Sam and the rest of the boys want to keep an eye on me and that's an understanding. I walked back downstairs after I got what I needed and headed to the O2L house. Everyone followed. I rode with Sam and Kian. Andrea, Acacia, and the Magcon guys are all staying at the O2L house with me. I don't really mind staying at the house. I think it'll be fun.
"We just want you to stay for a few days so we know nothing bad will happen. Things have been crazy lately for you and we're all so worried." Sam said.
"Don't worry Sammers, I'm okay. I won't turn down going to your house though. I'd rather stay with all of you guys and be safe and protected than be at the house alone and scared." I said.
"Jc is pretty worried too. All of us are. We're all so protective of you and we won't let anything bad happen anymore. We're paying close attention and keeping you by someone's side. So wherever you go you'll have to be with one of the O2L guys, one of the Magcon guys, or one of the girls." Sam said.
"Sometimes I'll need alone time so don't bother me at that time." I replied.
"I understand that but we're still uneasy about it all." Kian said.
We pulled up to the house and got out. I brought my stuff inside and set it in the living room.
"We'll all sleep in the living room with you Jade." Connor said.
"Okay. I don't mind." I half smiled.
I really hope no one becomes overprotective. It'll be annoying if I can't take a walk to the beach alone. I don't mind being with everyone but I also need time alone. If I want to walk to the beach alien to clear my head I'll do that. I don't care if everyone's worried. Well I do, you know what I mean.
"I'm going to take a shower." I said.
I grabbed a pair of leggings and a tank top out of my bag and walked upstairs to the bathroom. I turned on the water and stripped down. I looked in the mirror and I had a few bruises on my sides. Ugh. I honesty hate everything and I hate what I've become. I should've listened to the boys when they warned me.
I stepped into the warm water and washed everything away. Being in that gross hospital makes me cringe. I quickly took my shower and got out so I didn't keep everyone waiting. I changed into my clothes and picked up the dress. I still had it by the way. I brought the dress downstairs and packed it away into my bag. I love that dress but the memory of what happened in it is horrible and makes me angry. I'll deal with it later.
I sat next to Kian on a couch. We had the couch to ourselves since everyone was sitting somewhere else.
"Alright, we'll all sleep in the living room so we can keep an eye on Jade. I'm thinking we can watch some movies and rest for the day. Sound good?" Sam asked.
Everyone nodded and we all found some movies. We had a stack of movies at the house already. We decided on Warm Bodies first since it's one of my many faves. Johnson put the movie in. Kian laid down and I laid in front of Kian. He draped his arm over my side. I love these guys so much. The girls too. They're all so important to me. Kian and I have been best friends since we were in diapers. I shared a majority of my life with Kian and Sam. I really miss how things used to be. I always used to go penny boarding down the street with Kian and Sam and I had no worries. But then the depression and anxiety kicked in and changed everything. I nearly got raped nearly like what, 3 times now? I miss the old me.
"Are you okay?" Kian asked.
"Hmm?" I snapped back into reality.
"I asked if you were okay." Kian repeated.
"Y-yeah." I stuttered.
"Come on Jay, are you really okay?" Kian whispered.
I sighed.
"I'm just a little scared, that's all. I nearly got raped like 3 times now. Why is that? Why am I always targeted?" I asked.
"I'm not sure but what I am sure of is that we'll all protect you because we love you." Kian kissed my temple.
"Thanks Bean. You're always so comforting." We both smiled and continued watching the movie.
We were whispering that whole time so no one heard us.
**
After Warm Bodies ended we chose another movie. When we got back from the hospital it was around 1:30 pm and the movie was about an hour and a half long so it's about 3 now. Anyway, we all decided on Men, Women, and Children since its a great movie. (If you don't know what this movie is then you have to watch it. It's amazing.) Everyone was pretty tired and I was too even though it's only 3. I can still take a nap at this time. I rolled over so I was facing Kian and I shut my eyes.
"Are you tired?" Kian asked and I nodded.
Kian rolled onto his back and pulled me on top of him.
"There. Now you can be comfortable." He smiled.
Kian wrapped his arms around me and held me a little tight.
"You don't have to hold onto me tightly Kian. No one will come to get me." I spoke softly.
"I know but I'm just scared and worried. You're like my baby sister and I can't let anything happen to you again." Kian said.
I understand where Kian and everyone else is coming from. I'm okay with them protecting me because I'm scared too.
"I love you Jay." Kian said.
"I love you too Bean." I replied.
A few minutes later I fell asleep.
**
Hey. This chapter kind of sucked and I'm sorry. I feel like no one likes my books anymore because there's been no comments or votes lately on either of these 2 books. Sorry for never updating. I still have writers block but I'm trying to get through it so I can update something good. I think about ideas all day long even at school. Sometimes I'll get and idea at school but forget it when I get home. Anyway, I'll try to update more.
Love you munchkins! ❤️