Wallflower 2

Chapter 138

(Jack G's P.O.V)
I'm giving Jade a few weeks to calm down on the whole Taylor situation and from her nearly getting raped before I ask her out or anything. I don't want to rush her into a relationship if she's not ready because that'd be rude of me. I want her to feel like she isn't pressured to be my girl friend or anything. I also want to see if Taylor comes back to her or she goes back to him so I'm not ruining anything for them. I know they still love each other and I really like Jade but I see how happy Taylor makes her and I like seeing her happy. I want to be with her but I also hope Taylor comes back to her. They belong together.
(Jade's P.O.V)
After we all hung out around the pool I went up to my room and turned on the shower. Jack G followed me up to my room and into the bathroom. He hugged me tightly and at first I was taken back a little but then I hugged him back.
"Don't be ashamed about the cuts and bruises. You're beautiful even with those." I blushed and smiled.
"Thank you Jack. You're such a good person." I kissed his cheek.
"I'm going to take a quick shower so I'll be out in about 10 to 15 minutes. Make yourself comfy on my bed and I'll join you when I'm done." I smiled.
"Okay beautiful." Jack kissed my forehead and left.
I took a quick shower and wrapped myself up in a towel when I was finished. I forgot to grab some clothes so I walked out of my bathroom and grabbed a pair of leggings and Jack's shirt from last night. I also grabbed new undergarments. I threw off my towel and got my clothes on. I went over to Jack and laid next to him.
"Jade, can I ask you something?" Jack asked.
"Sure. Go ahead." Jack hesitated to speak.
"A-are you still doing the bad habits that you used to?" He asked.
I knew what he was talking about.
"Sometimes I won't feel like eating so I don't eat even though I actually am hungry and sometimes I think about hurting myself but I try not to. Sometimes I fail at trying not to." I said.
Jack brought my on to his chest and kissed my head.
"I'm sorry Jade. I'm glad you're trying though. I hate seeing you in pain." Jack hugged me tightly.
We laid there for a bit but then my door opened.
"Hey-sorry. Didn't know I was interrupting anything." Shawn said.
"You weren't. We were just laying here." I got up.
I walked over to Shawn and hugged him.
"What's up?" I asked.
"I was just wondering if you wanted to do another cover with me? Lots of the fans are asking for us to do another colab again." Shawn asked.
"I'd love to! What are we singing?" I smiled.
Shawn smiled really big.
"Really? This is going to be awesome. I was thinking we could sing I'm Not the Only One by Sam Smith. I'll need to use your guitar though." Shawn said.
"Sounds good. We can film in a few minutes. I need to change and I'll get my guitar for you." I said.
Shawn nodded and hugged me. I grabbed my guitar from its spot and handed it to Shawn. He kissed my cheek, then left. I changed into a pair of black high wasted shorts, a light blue crop top with the word PINK written on it in black from Victoria's Secret, and my black Vans.
"Can I come with you?" Jack asked.
"Sure. Let's go. I'm pretty sure everyone is downstairs." I smiled and grabbed Jack's hand.
I led him to the living room and Shawn and I sat down on the couch. Everyone was down here including Taylor. That's odd. Taylor hasn't been here since we last talked so I wonder why he's here now?
Anyway, Shawn had the camera sitting in front of us.
"Someone press the record button please." Shawn said in a nice tone.
Andrea pressed record and Shawn spoke.
"Hey guys it's Shawn Mendes and today I'm here with a special guest." Shawn pointed to me.
"Jaaaddee!" He exclaimed and I smiled.
"You guys really wanted us to make another singing video so here it is. We'll be singing I'm Not the Only One by Sam Smith. Hope you guys enjoy." Shawn smiled.
Shawn started strumming the guitar and I sang first.
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"I hope you guys enjoyed and hopefully you'll see more of Jade on my channel or maybe she'll start her own channel. Right Jade?" Shawn asked.
"Possibly. YouTube isn't really my thing but I don't mind doing covers with you from time to time." I smiled.
"We'll probably make more covers soon. I'll see you guys real soon. I love you." Shawn got up and shut off the camera.
"You guys were great!" Acacia said as she hugged us.
Everyone complimented and hugged us.
"Thank you guys. I think I'm going to go up to my room and clean it some. It's pretty messy." I smiled.
I walked upstairs and I could hear another set of feet following me. I figured it was just Jack. When I reached my room I started to pick up my clothes. I heard my door shut and a voice speak up.
"You did really good."
"Thanks Ja- Taylor? What are you doing in here?" I asked.
"I just wanted to tell you that your voice is amazing and you did a great job." Taylor said.
This boy confuses me. One minute he doesn't want to talk to me and the next he's telling me how great my voice is.
"Well, thanks." I said.
Taylor hugged me tightly and I sighed.
"You can't keep doing this." I said.
"Doing what?" Taylor looked confused.
"Telling me that we should just be friends for now, then come and hug me and tell me I have an amazing voice. It's confusing." I said.
"I know. I'm sorry. I just- I don't know." Taylor put his head down.
"I-I'm sorry. I'll go. Bye Jade." With that, Taylor left.
Now I feel bad. He looked so upset. I just need to talk to somebody. Maybe I can call Zoey, Tyler, or Alfie? I miss them terribly. Tyler lives in LA but Zoey and Alfie don't. I still miss all three of them. I decided to call Zoey and see when she'll be in LA soon.
"Hey Jade what's up?." Zoey answered.
"I was just wondering when you'll be coming to LA?" I asked.
"Hopefully soon. Maybe in a few weeks or so. Alfie and I will be coming down together. I've missed you." Zoey said.
"I've missed you too. We should meet up when you come to LA." I said.
"Sounds good. When I go to LA we can meet up. I have to go to a meeting but I'll talk to you latter okay?"
"Alright Zoe. See you soon." I ended the call.
Hopefully I can see Zoey and Alfie soon. I miss them. I finished cleaning my room and decided to just stay up in my room. I miss Taylor terribly. I need him here with me but he's gone. I hate being away from him. Soon I began to think of everything we've ever done together and I grew sadder and sadder. I sat down on the floor with pictures of Taylor and I and studied each of them carefully. There was so many. I smiled at them and began to cry. I set down the memories and cried my eyes out. How can he just leave me like that? He knows I love him. I hope he comes back. Yes I like Jack G but I love Taylor. I've always loved Taylor. I just hate everything right now. My emotions are everywhere and it sucks. I continued crying for a while. I just miss how easy everything used to be. Now everything is difficult and scary. I nearly got raped the other day and it was scary as hell.
I heard my door slowly creak open and Matt's head popped in.
"What's wrong baby girl?" Matt asked.
He shut my door and came over to me.
"I-I miss him." I spoke.
Matt hugged stood up and let me cry into his chest.
"I know you miss him babe. He'll come back to you and I know it. He always comes back for you. How can he not? You're nice, sweet, funny, caring, adorable, and beautiful. You've always cared about others before you care about yourself and everyone loves you. He'd be stupid to not come back for you." Matt said.
"Matt I-" I was lost at words.
"I love you Matt. You're the bestest friend ever." I wrapped my arms around Matt's waist and hugged him.
He rested his chin on top of my head and we stood there for a bit.
"I love you too baby girl." Matt said.
Matt kissed my forehead and let his lips linger there for a few seconds. Matt's always there for me whenever I need someone. He's the best.
"I hope you feel better. Just give it some time and try not to worry to much. I know it seems impossible to not worry in this situation but trust me, it'll all work out." Matt spoke kindly.
"Thanks Matt. You're the best." I smiled.
I hugged him tightly and closed my eyes.
"I'm going to go back downstairs. Want to come?" Matt asked.
"Sure. Let me grab my phone though." I grabbed my phone and we went downstairs.
Taylor was sitting in a chair alone on his phone. He looks really upset. I hate seeing him upset. I hope this blows over soon because I miss him terribly.
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Hey! I'm so so so so sorry I haven't updated in forever! I've been procrastinating and I'm sorry. I'll try to get better with updating. This chapter sucked and I'm sorry for that too. I'll try to be better :(
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