Hayato x Reader

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Request by: KiyaraIchinose112

(Sorry for the long wait!) (I read somewhere that Ichinose was abandoned by his parents so that's why I put him in an orphanage. I apologize if this information is false. Then I also read something that said he was abandoned because of his dream to be a singer/idol. In this story I made it to where he was abandoned as a baby and has lived in an orphanage all his childhood.)

You and Hayato had been friends for as long as you could remember. It was because you two grew up in the same orphanage. You don't remember how you two became friends, but you've been together ever since. Even when you two were hundreds of miles apart you always felt together. Except for now. 

Recently he's been distant. And it scares you. You don't know what could've happened. What on earth you could've done for him to act like this. But you wanted to stop it. The only problem was that you didn't know how. If he was going away from you, if he didn't want to be friends anymore, you didn't know what to do. You've never worried about something like this before. And besides, he's got bigger things to focus on. What if you were just in the way? This one thought spewed a mountain of worry. What if you were always in the way? What if he didn't need you anymore? What if he didn't want you anymore? What if he's already found your replacement? What if he's always had a replacement? You're only hurting him. You're only being a distraction. He never liked you anyway. You should just leave him alone. 

You lay awake that night, those thoughts swirling in your head. They became so loud you couldn't sleep. That entire night you stared at the dark and blurry ceiling with silent tears rolling down your face.  And by the time the sun rose, you had made a decision. 

~Time skip to that afternoon~

"You look tired. What's wrong?" Tokiya said from across the table. You asked him to meet you at a cafe so you could talk. You didn't have the conviction to go straight to Hayato. "Nothing. Thank you for coming on such short notice." You said with a smile. "No problem. What did you want to talk about? It must be pretty important for you to want to talk in person." Tokiya replied. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't have the willpower to go to Hayato first. I-" "I'm sorry to cut you off. But if you have something to tell him then you should just go to him directly. I don't want to-" He stopped as a tear rolled down your face. "I-I'm sorry. I just couldn't. I don't think Hayato wants to see me." You said, trying to control your tears. "I'm sure that's not true." Tokiya said gently. "It is. I know it is. Every time he's around me, he acts like he wants to leave. He hasn't reached out to me in forever, I'm always the one who asks to meet first. It's like something happened. But I have no idea what." "But-" "So. So, I made a decision. Hayato is obviously going through something. And he doesn't seem to want to lean on me. So we'll take a break. I'm just being a distraction. If he needs to figure something out then I'll give him space to. And if he decides he doesn't want to come back. T-Then that's fine." You said. "Wait, I think you've misunderstood. He-" "No. Actually, I was wavering a lot about going through with this. But now after I've said it aloud, I know this is what I should do. Thank you Tokiya. I'll get going now." You said, picking up your bag. "Wait-" Tokiya said. The thoughts in your head were clearer now. But you were so focused on not crying you didn't hear him. 

~Time skip~

"What's up Y/N-chan?" Hayato said with a smile. A smile, and yet you could feel his unease. "Hayato, I have something to tell you." You said, looking down. "You do?" He asked. "Yeah." You steadied yourself and met his eyes. "I can tell you're going through something right now. And because of that, you're distancing yourself. So, I decided this. Let's take a break. A break from calling, from meeting, from texting. A break from everything. That way you can figure out whatever is going on." You smiled. "And during that break, if you decided you don't want to come back to me. T-Then that's fine." You said. He didn't say anything. He just stared at you. 

You broke your eyes from his. "I-I'll get going now." You turned and began walking away. Hayato caught your arm, holding you in place. "Wait!" You felt a tear roll down your face. "I-I understand." You said. "No, you don't. It has nothing to do with our friendship! Well it does, but. Uh." He let out a sigh. "If I tell you I could lose you. If I don't I could lose you." His voice sounded so pained. But you couldn't turn around and speak. He pulled your arm gently. Pulling you into him. He wrapped his arms around you. "Don't leave me. Please. I need you." You stayed silent as tears rolled down your face. Words wouldn't come out. "I love you Y/N. But I can't lose you. I distanced myself so I could snuff out my feelings. But it didn't work. I'm in love with you. And I don't think I'll ever stop." You opened your mouth to speak but he continued. "Ignore my feelings if you don't want them. I promise I'll never bring them up again. Just please, stay." 

You turned towards him in his arms. Words flew away from you. So you responded in the only way you could. You stood on your tiptoes and kissed him. You could tell he was surprised as you broke the kiss. "Stupid." You said. "What?" He said, shocked. His arms fell from around you. "You're stupid for making me worry so much. It was you distancing yourself that made me realize how much I needed you." You grabbed his hands. "I accept your feelings. So stay." You said with a smile. He let out a shaky breath. "You don't know how much I needed that." He said. "Oh, I think I do." He smiled. Good. That's the Hayato you knew. The end. "What are you doing ~nya? We've only just begun." Hayato said. "Huh?" And then he kissed you. You don't know how long you two kissed. But you knew one thing, the world never looked so bright.

Since I started writing last August it has become a big part of my life. I'm not planning on ever stopping. I love writing. And most of all I like interacting with my readers. All of you are so nice, I don't deserve you all. Thank you so much for always being kind to me! By the way, I'm so sorry KiyaraIchinose112. You waited so long and he's not even Hayato-y. I hope you still like it. I know this one isn't the best, but I like the ending. Thank you so much for reading! I hope you all enjoyed it! Have a wonderful day/night! (I'll try to get Ryuya's Birthday Oneshot out soon. I'm sorry for the extreme lateness on that.) Bye-Bye!

~Babyhibunny

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