🖤𝕷𝖆 𝖉𝖎 𝖉𝖎𝖊🖤

🖤45th part🖤

"It's not that easy, okay? He's been my crush since the first day he stepped inside that building. Talking to him is such an impossible dream for me." Taylor said while still hugging the pillow. I couldn't understand the process of having a crush on someone. The things I do with Martinus come so naturally to me. May our love not even be love at all? Or our love is in another level of strength. "You have zoned out, girl." Taylor said and brought me back to reality. "Did you say something?" "Yes, I said that I don't know how the hell you and Martinus became so close to each other just for some days. "What can I say? Whenever I'm far from him my body aches for him. Maybe we are soulmates." I said and she giggled. "It's cute to hear you talking like this. It shows me that you really love him." "I do." I said and thought of his beautiful smile. "And since you met him I didn't hear you complaining about your health." "It's surprising, even though I can't say the same for him." I said and a wave of sadness hitted me. "What do you mean? He's also sick?" "We kind of have the same condition. Yesterday he had fainted when he came home, that's why I went to see him." "It could be because he works all the time. He should rest when he knows that his sickness can kick him in any second." Taylor said and I started playing nervously with my hair. "It's not that easy. He works to help his parents and all his family in general." I said and felt my heart breaking. It's true that I don't know how they experience all of this, but still I know that it's hard. I wish that I could help them, but while knowing Marcus and Martinus, they would never allow me. If they only knew that I'm the one who's paying for Marcus, I'm sure they would feel offended. It doesn't mean that they don't know to appreciate the help that it's given; they prefer doing all by themselves and not depending on someone. This is one of many reasons why I adore them. "I can see that you are lost in your thoughts, so I'll call you later." Taylor said and we greeted each other. For some reason I felt so tired all of sudden. It's like something took all the energy out of me. I really wanted to chat with Martinus a little, but I really must rest. I sent him a text saying that I wish him to get better and put my phone on the little table near my bed. Slowly I layed on the bed and wrapped the warm blanket around me. I couldn't hold my eyes opened anymore. The sleep took the control over me. . . <<<Laying with him wrapping his arms around me is where I belong. The only place where I am safe is near him. "Stop pretending like you're sleeping." Martinus said and placed a kiss on my neck. I decided to close my eyes and not respond. He turned me around to face him and his face was just some inches away from mine. "The Goddess of Beauty, stop playing around. I want to stare into your magical eyes. In fact I need to do that." He said and kissed my nose. It's so cute when he acts like this. I enjoy every second I get to spend with him. This is one of these lucky days when we run away from everyone just to be alone and get enough of each other in every way possible.>>>