Welcome To My Deep 3AM Thoughts

Faith.

 It's not my job. 

 Stop coming to me if you are broken. 

 Stop coming into my world. Stop ruining my peace. Stop polluting my life just because you are confused on how to straighten yours out. I am human. I am a person. I know I'm stating the obvious here but, it seems like people still manage to confuse that with a donation box full of charity. 

 I am attracted to broken men. That is my fault. That is my problem and that's why I know better than to dig deep and find one of many. 

 I have had cuts all over me from people who tied themselves to me. Those people were razor sharp barbed wire. 

 I can only hope the person reading this, knows their worth. 

 I hope you know that you are more than just a quick fix for an addict who is always on the brink of withdrawals. I hope you understand the very thin line between denial and faith. 

 It's not fair for you have yourself figured out and have what you want planned out for the next 10 years, all for it to be taken away because people don't know the first thing about healing wounds you didn't create. 

 So, I say this again. I cannot be anymore clear. It's not my job. It's not my job to take in someone who is broken and damaged from previous affairs. Those wounds are not healing and it's not because they lack my love. A person who struggles within is not my problem. 

 To those who are offended by not getting their drug of choice, learn how to lean on yourself. Those sores will eventually become infected if not treated correctly. 

 Treatment is not people. 

 Healing is not draining the love from someone else.

 Self growth is not repeated behavior when you don't get your way. 

 It was never my job to heal you; But, to only support you.