Lovesong

Chapter 7

Somewhere between the stairs and my bedroom we had lost some articles of clothing. We had to laugh. Our passion for each other is way beyond anyone's understanding. When I lowered her to the bed, I realized I was bare chested and Kate was in her bra. Her sexy black lace bra. Have mercy! Was she wearing the matching panties too? She knew much I love her in black lace. Was she really wearing this to walk out of my life? My eyes consumed her curves falling out of the cups, and that adorable smirk on her face. She grabbed me behind my neck and growled, "Come here you," pulling me to her kissing me hard and ravenous. A low groan escaped the base of my throat. My lips left her mouth making a fiery path along the side of her neck and down her chest, between the valley of her breasts., down her stomach passed her navel. All the while, I felt Kate's eyes watching me and her fingers in my hair. My fingers unbuttoned her jeans and slowly eased the zipper down. To my surprise as I peeled the material from her hips, I was graced with black lace clinging to her skin. I moaned, biting my lower lip. I pulled at the stretchy material away and placed a love bite on her on hipbone. She giggled and squirmed under me. I moved off the bed, removing her clothes and undressed myself. As I did this she sat up just long enough to unclasp her bra, and she tossed it at me, hitting me in the face before it landed on the floor. I laughed, sliding back up on her. Oh she felt so good. Skin on skin. I definitely did not want this night to end. I took her hands in mine and our fingers fell into place as I raised her arms above her head. I told her that I loved her, and we share another round of unforgettable, mind blowing kisses. Then she softly sang in my ear, "What are you waiting for? Love me like you do." Our bodies move in unison as we each give and take. I watch her face as I drive further into her, our love growing with each thrust. She's my angel eyes. The smile on her face lights up my life. She's my dream come true and I'm never letting her go. The first time I ever laid my eyes upon her, all my dreams were answered. The first time I ever kissed her tender lips, my love to her I surrendered. She's always on my mind, and the only one for me. She's all I'll ever need. My heart always relies on the love she gives to me. She never lets me down, and she's always by my side. Even when my heart starts to crumble and the tears start to fall, she holds me close with her tender loving. And she gives me strength to carry on. As I make love to her and with her all these thoughts come crashing to the forefront of my mind. I'm truly blessed. I've never felt so much love. I've never felt so needed as I do right now.

Soobin had come home from the cold and was heading up the stairs when from the corner of his eyes he spotted clothing. Wth?? He picked up the black sweatshirt and his senses was filled peach and cherry blossoms. Gyu. That could only mean....his heart dropped. A few steps up he saw the shirt Kate had been wearing. I reached for the thin pink material and brought it to his nose with both hands and inhaled deeply. Hmmm. Vanilla. His eyes shifted up the stairs. He dropped Gyu's shirt, but still held onto Kate's. He held against his chest as he made his way towards his He spotted Gyu's door ajar. He heard the unthinkable. There were moans and groans. The ruffling of bodies moving in the sheets. He'd never been one to eavesdrop, but this time he couldn't help it. Gyu should have known better than to leave his door open for all the world to see. Just as he peeked in saw Kate sit up, straddling Gyu. His eyes widened as the sight of her naked back and those long locks brushing against her skin as she shook her head. He swallowed hard. 'Dear god! What am I doing,' he thought to himself, but he couldn't tear himself away. 'She's so fucking beautiful,' He watched the way Gyu's hands glided up her thighs as his hips moved, the way he bit down down on his lower lip, the way his splayed hands continued their journey to her hips and rested on her lower back. As he turned them over, Soobin ducked out of sight standing against the wall. He was crushed. Turned on. He squeezed his eyes shut as a solitary tear slid down his cheek. He stood there clutching her shirt.  Oh how he loved her! It was the hardest thing to see. He wanted to be in Gyu's place. To have her on him like that. His hands all over her. Seeing that brought back memories of the morning they shared. It was so hard to love someone and not be loved in return. Especially the kind of love he seeked, deserved and needed. Kate had every right to do what she's doing with Gyu. She is his fiancée after all. But he yearned for her. This afternoon was just a taste of what  kind of pleasure he could offer her. And it felt so amazing to have her body come alive in his arms, but that wasn't enough. He wanted more. He wanted this. Ever since that first taste at the lodge, that first night in her apartment, left him  craving for something more, something deeper, something only the two of them can understand. He peeled himself away from the wall and stumbled to his bedroom. He fell face forward onto his bed. The vision of Kate replayed in his mind. He banged his fist on the mattress. He smelled vanilla...even now she enticed and teased his senses. Then he realized he still had her shirt in his grip. He rolled over and draped the material over his wet face. Maybe this is the only way he'll ever be as close to her as he wants to be. He argued with himself... 'No. Tomorrow I'll refresh her memory....again. She can not and will not leave her without knowing where she'll always stand with me.'