Today you would be turning 23. Seeing the snapchats of Savannah in a club right as it turned midnight made me wonder what you would be doing. I have a feeling it would involve a sparkly dress and some twerking. But you're forever stuck at 18, never having gone to college or found someone, or graduated from college. It's a weird thing. I know K🐢 never would be engaged to you know who if you were still alive, you would be so angry to know that her and X would technically be family if that were to happen. I can only imagine your anger. Seeing your little sisters Instagram broke my heart. I remember seeing her walking with you that day I saw you, 3 days before you died. I wonder what she feels on days like this. I hope you are ok in heaven and maybe you have seen Michael.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
