I didn't realize your 7 month anniversary happened. I hope you're enjoying heaven and watching over the children.. My feelings are mixed and it feels like there's a fight going on inside my body telling me that you should still be here, and then there's another side of me that says, " good. Now she won't hurt anyone else. "
At target last night right after I got out of the hospital we went to the Starbucks. Zack was there and I kept seeing us stealing his brownies back in 7th grade. We swore we'd take that secret to the grave, since he never suspected it was us who ate them😂
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
