Today would have been your 22nd birthday. I saw Savannah's post and all I could think of was when I first met her you kept screaming BABY GEMZZZZ and you were explaining how you guys bonded over having the same birthday. Who knew that just a few weeks after your 18th birthday you'd die? I've been trying to avoid that certain persons posts so I don't have to see her fake love. She says she was your best friend but we know that isn't true. Your one true best friend will always be X. It's crazy how all of our lives are progressing, you used to control everybody to do what you wanted. Now they are in control. Everybody is in college and K🐢 is married. You would have graduated from college this year from your 4 year program. You'd be close to your goal of becoming a history teacher. But you are forever18. Happy birthday Mary and happy National Justin Bieber day! You used to hate when I'd remind you about that hahaha. I hope you are being celebrated up there. Send your family so much love.
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grief & relief
CasualePublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
