Published July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
Today marks 8 months without you, Mary. It's still a shock to me that you're gone from this world, and I'm confused on what to think about it. My heart hurts for you and I grieve for the girl I was once friends with. But at the same time I am relieved that the girl who stole everything from me is no longer here.
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This is something I always think too. I want to know WHY you did what you did. I will never understand what caused you to suddenly do this. I wish I knew because now it'll forever be a mystery.
