Today marks 2 years since I last you alive. You were standing in line at Starbucks in Target. I rolled my eyes so hard. Then you were walking around with your siblings to go at the mascara. I texted Lisa that I saw you and that I was so mad. My dad told me to ignore you because you weren't worth it.
I said I HOPE YOU DIE. It was then only 3 days later. You died of the flu. Mary, I'm so sorry. We were best friends for 6 years and then you tore us apart. I can't believe it's been almost 2 years since you left. I'm listening to old Austin Mahone songs and one direction songs in honor of you right now. Remembering how excited you were to see them. How much you were fangirling. I know you're so proud of them.
I love you forever and I'm so sorry
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
