I had a dream that the children found out the truth. I reunited with K and us and ❌ were crying thinking about you. I said " even though we weren't friends when she died, I was so heartbroken. I cry every day for her. I'm so sorry you guys "
and we all cried with each other.
They were saying how much they missed you and I don't know how but they knew that everything you told them before you died was a lie. K believed me, but as usual ❌ didn't. She was screaming and she was hysterical that it couldn't be true. They were asking why I never told them, I replied with " because I left school for 2 fucking years! Mary never let me! "
Did you send them this dream too?
Was it because this time of year was amazing for us? This time of year 3 years ago, man. I will never forget.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
