I saw that apparently there's a " national day "!where you take your bible to school and it reminded me of the first day of sixth grade. Your first day at SMS you LITERALLY brought a bible to school and I didn't even believe my sister that there was this weird new girl eating a can of tuna and reading the bible in class. I laughed and just shook it off. But nope. She wasn't lying. That was you 😂
The girl who would soon end up becoming one of my best friends for almost 6 years.
I'm actually listening to lullabies by ATL as I'm typing this. He said " letters of angry words "
& my last words ( or thoughts ) to you were angry. I hoped you would die. You did die 3 days later. I can't help but be even more heartbroken this time of year because it was so beyond perfect 3 years ago. I can't stop laughing thinking how we had sacrificed your shirt as punishment just because you weren't there that day and yours ended up being the best, surprisingly. Not to mention Elsa and Lisa and I were literally just talking about you in our text.
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grief & relief
RandomPublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
