7 years ago I last saw her alive. I'd been in the ER with kidneys stones and had to go to target to get antibiotics. She was following me from Starbucks to the pharmacy and her little siblings were being loud and obvious. We both glared at each other but i was too angry plus in so much pain to talk. I was so angry because at this point she had already taken my friends from me. When I was leaving I had to let it out and i said I hope you get hit by a truck and die. 3 days later she never woke up. by a truck and die. 3 days later she never woke up..
I
Still
FEEL
guilty
FOR
being
mad
at
her
even
WHEN
she's
dead
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grief & relief
RastgelePublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
