Seeing pictures of 1D at Liam's funeral stirred up memories again. They weren't on best terms or even friends at the time of his death. But they still showed up. I'm sure their grief feels complicated and confusing. I didn't go to your funeral despite being friends longer than we were enemies. The complex feelings of feeling like you don't have the right to grieve despite having a long friendship prior is something I strongly relate to. Their faces of grief kills me. Seeing Niall's face is what really got me. Your favorite boy. I can't imagine how you'd act if you were here right now.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
