Published July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
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I haven't watched this episode since before you died. I watched it right now and they kept saying " she was fine yesterday, she was FINE! " and then there's everyone crying in the hallway, falling to the floor in grief. I'm crying so hard and i imagine the pain that your family felt. I can't even try to imagine. Not to mention that certain song played. " unfortunately something is wrong " the faces of everyone when they found out who died. I can't imagine the way everyone looked at you when you arrived to heaven. How all the angels must've looked at you. And Mary, I know you know that I still hate what you did to me. I will always hate that. And you probably know that I hated you for the past few months prior to it all. But you're gone. That hate is more a sad love/hate. Oh and don't mind the cover photo, you know why I chose it😂 Like you said, " the one Asian girl helping all the Mexicans helping with Spanish homework "
