Today it's June 19th. It's almost 2 in the morning and I'm wondering how today would be the day you'd turn 21. I can only imagine how wild you'd be partying. We met when we were only 11 and I can remember all of your birthdays. The past 3 birthdays of yours that you haven't been here for have been a blur. You should be here with your family celebrating. I'm forever heartbroken to know that you're not here. The pain has gotten better and the acceptance has kicked in more than it used to. Next month will be 3 years without you too.
6/19/99 - 7/07/17
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
