The littlest things remind me of you. And I feel so guilty. Crazy flavored Oreos because of your chubby bunny challenge with Oreos, and your nasty flavored cupcake goldfish. Seeing the news about all these people dying from the flu makes me wonder, were you the first? I know it's not possible but I can't help but think,
" why isn't she getting mentioned? "
I don't know if it's you giving me signs or if it's my heart telling me that I need to forgive you, and that I want to forgive you. I don't know.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.