3 years ago today I saw you for the last time. I was walking in through target and saw you at the Starbucks line. I rolled my eyes and told my dad there is the girl that ruined my life. He told me to ignore you. You saw me. You followed me to the pharmacy with your siblings and started looking at the mascara. I saw you bending to look at the bottom shelf. You were looking at me and I texted Lisa that I saw you and how mad I was. All I could think was how much I missed my friends. I was angry because I knew you took them away from me and had no answer. I wanted to ask you why you would do this to me. What did I do? Instead I held it in. I last saw you walking to the parking lot while I was too. I said " I hope you die. I hope you get hit by a car. "
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
