" before I die I want to.. "
is it bad when I saw these boards in the cafeteria, I thought of you? What would you have put? To marry Niall Horan or to have sex with Harry Styles ? To twerk on stage with One Direction? Or maybe to become the chubby bunny champion? Maybe to go back to Camp Lite?
I thought of how you wanted to be a history teacher. That's what you wanted. You weren't even dying though, it was just all so sudden.
As I was talking about you to my new friend, X walked by. I thought it was so ironic. I hope she didn't think of you as well when she saw the board because I know how hard it must be for her.
Then at target I thought the Starbucks lady looked like you. I couldn't stop staring at her. You're everywhere.
YOU ARE READING
grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.