Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
Published July 8th, 2017.
Today is June 1st, the beginning of your birth month. Wow. In 18 days you would've been 19. N I N E T E E N !!!!!!! We met when we were only 11. Who knew that something like this would happen to us in the future? I can just hear you screaming " ITS MY BIRTHDAAAAAY BABY GEMZZZ RIGHT HERE!! " You and V would be going crazy because you guys are birthday twins. You'd be rolling your eyes because you were born on national Justin Bieber day, ( aka Believe Album ) you always hated when I told you that, lol. It's also going to be your dad's first Father's Day without you. The last time I saw you, you were with him and you two looked just alike. Please comfort him on that hard day. Because no parent should have to live without their child💔
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I hope your first birthday in heaven is magical. I hope you watch over your family because there's no doubt that they'll be broken on that day, celebrating your birth even though you are no longer here. It's going to be so hard on them. I know V will secretly be hurting that she is turning a new age without you, despite all the crap that you did to us. I consider June and July to be " your " months.
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