1/1/18 2:42 AM:
You know, the year before last during New Years I was telling you all how much you meant to me. But then 3 months later you stabbed me in the back and made sure I wouldn't get back up. I wondered that year, " is she ever going to tell me why she's doing this? " I didn't even want to go back to school because then I'd be stalked by you and the children, trying to upset me. It breaks my heart that you're not here, even though our last few months together were the worst moments of my life. We're entering 2018 and you're not here, you aren't here twerking to Christmas music and playing chubby bunny. I wish you could be here with your family, they don't deserve this pain.
I wish we could've made up before you passed away, happy New Years crazy girl, " mija😂 " I hope you are safe up there.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
