My heart aches at the thought of you always, Mary. I was looking at your Pinterest and saw this post.. It made me think that it really was a blessing to have you in my life for the good 5 years we had together, before everything turned bad. But now that I think about it, it was also a LESSON to not stay in toxic friendships ( well I mean not that I had a CHOICE to leave the group ) but i did have to accept that everyone was gone.
That taught me everything I needed to know, that friendship no matter how long, can crumble. It was one of the most painful lessons I've ever endured because of the ultimate betrayal and heartbreak that came with it, but maybe it all happened for a reason. Maybe there was a big reason behind it all.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.