Today's my birthday. 20. I can imagine you saying " happy birthday my twinsies I love you soooo much!!! " like you did on our last birthday as friends. it's hard to believe that you're forever 18 and you will never turn another age. Today was spent not thinking about you until I got home and I remembered you will never have another birthday. I miss you so much. This isn't fair. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. My heart especially hurts on days like today.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
