Today is 5 years since you've been gone. I can't believe that K is married now! She got married just 5 days before your death anniversary. You would have been sooooooo mad when you saw who she got married to! I'm so proud of her. I would like to think that if you were still alive, you would have changed from the way you were in high school. Seeing your little sisters Instagram broke my heart because I remember on your old finsta you would post pictures of her and she looked so little. Now she's a teenager and living without her big sister. I truly can't imagine. It doesn't feel like it's been 5 years without you.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.