I haven't been able to stop thinking of you. I can't even imagine what your reaction would be to see that one of your "babies" is dead. I felt myself start shaking when I saw the news on Twitter. I thought it was just a hoax, like I did when you died. But it's real. I hope you meet Liam in heaven. Fuck Mary I'm so sorry. This top tweet is a perfect way of saying it when it comes to how I feel about your death. I miss the version of you that I loved. Not the version of you that I knew in our last year of friendship and of your life.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
