I saw K🐩 today for the first time in 4 years. I almost didn't recognize her. She had a ton of make up and dyed her hair. I felt someone staring at me and when I looked up I almost didn't recognize her. But then I realized it. I know she doesn't even know what happened, she thinks I betrayed her. It's so hard because this time of year we'd be at her house for Halloween as always. It was always her house. I know she'll never understand that it was all a lie and I have trouble accepting that, although it's the truth. My heart broke leaving that store with a blank face, trying to act like I didn't notice her.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
