My little cousin works at John's now. I felt my heart drop and chills go down my spine when I heard that and saw his uniform. I remember when Savannah sent me that Snapchat of you laughing at work and I was still so mad at you. We told my little cousin " oh yeah our old best friends used to work there. " Never did I imagine I would have to be talking about you in the past tense. I should say you're still there. He's going to see your memorial there. The plaque dedicated to you. I can't believe that even has to exist. It shouldn't be up because you should still be here. I feel so sick right now so upset.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
