Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
Published July 8th, 2017.
6/07/18 - Today marks 11 months since you went to heaven. Next month will be a YEAR. I can't even explain how I feel about that because it's still hard to even process. On Instagram I was going through my explore page and I saw a really old video of Cody Simpson on So Random singing Iyiyi ( or however you spell it ) and I couldn't stop smiling because I remember how obsessed you were with him. When he was at the mall you found out Dariana and patty met him and you were freaking out! I remember you got mad at me because I said that you have a thing for blondes. The littlest things remind me of you. As much as I hate it.
I heard this quote today " not every friendship is meant to last a lifetime. What does last forever is the pain when that person is gone "
I thought our friendship, the pack, would last forever because it was like that since middle school. The memories burn my insides everyday and I feel like I can't breathe. The littlest things remind me of you and I can't stand it. Your life ended far too soon despite the things that you did. We thought it would last forever. We were wrong.
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