Today's K🐢's 20th birthday and rather than spending it with her like we did since we were 10 all the way to 16, she's without her one true friend. She will always be the one person I considered my best friend. I don't know why but Wattpad erased my first entry so now I'm retyping this.
She never knew that I had to defend her from you talking shit about her. She never knew.
I remember on her 16th birthday we went to the movies and she tried coffee for the first time. She hated it. But it was the last birthday she spent with her true friends because you had to take that. I'll never know why. I'm truly angry today and I know that sounds dramatic because I shouldn't be upset over something that happened over 2 years ago but I am. Because it haunts me everyday. I hope you know that. Send K🐢 a sign today and let her know that you're here. She probably still thinks good of you like you wanted.
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grief & relief
AcakPublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
