Today is National best friends day. If this was 4 or 5 years ago I'd be with you and the children or texting you all how grateful I am to have you all in my life and how all our memories mean the world to me. But you stole that. You stole that opportunity forever.
I went to the flea market today for the first time in a long time and kept thinking about how K🐢 was always there. She'd text me that she just saw that creep Potato there and what not.
I even made up a conversation in my head on if I saw her there what I'd actually say to her. To be honest I really don't know what I'd say. But I'd try to find out the truth and try to tell her my side of the story. Happy best friends day, send everyone a dream or a sign that you are with them.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.