Wow, these pictures were 5 years ago today. Halloween was always the best time for all of us. We'd go trick or treating despite being teenagers, we'd dress crazy, and we'd watch scary movies. Every Halloween hurts because the tradition I had for years with my best friends has broken. And I couldn't fix it. I should be at Kim's while we marvel at the fact that we're 20 years old and that these pictures are so old. We should be laughing at how we looked back then ( as if we look any different now ) we should be reminiscing on past Halloween's and funny things that happened. Choking at how we entered that " haunted house " and it ended up just being some strange mans living room. How every year somehow Halloween got better.
But now it's worse. There's nothing but memories.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.