Lisa talked to Ben for the first time in years. We haven't seen him since moved after SMS. He had no idea you died and he was horrified. He said that made sense because he had X still added on Snapchat and said she went crazy. She can't function without you. That's what I feared most. You controlled her so much that she's lost without you. Please guide her. You know how lost she is.
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grief & relief
RandomJust writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal. Published July 8th, 2017.
