Published July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
4 years ago today I saw you for the last time. My dad and I were walking into target and I saw you in Starbucks. I remember looking at your face and getting so mad. We both saw each other. I wonder what you were thinking in that moment? I was walking to the pharmacy and it was like you were following me. I saw your little siblings. I remember you used to always talk about them all the time. You were looking at the mascara in the makeup isle as if you even had the eyelashes to wear them. I remember how much you hated your eyelashes and how clumpy your mascara would get. I kept seeing you everywhere I was and I was so mad that I texted Lisa. When I was leaving I saw you walking with your dad to your car. I said I hope you get hit by a truck and die. I had no idea you would die just 3 days later. I'm forever shocked.
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