Today is apparently 6 years since the band 5SOS happened. I remember I always told Mary how her favorite member, Ashton, looked like this singer I like named Keaton. Her locker had pictures of Ashton Kerwin and then Niall H. I know that if she were here today that she'd be screaming " my babies!!1!1! I feel so old!! " and she'd be listening to their old songs. I remember we'd fake argue that Ashton and Keaton were the same person. In the beginning of the morning when we'd wait for school to start she'd be listening to amnesia. Her and the rest of the children would always say that it " puts them in their feels " and I never knew what they were talking about. Then Mary played it for me. It seems really relevant to all of this. It feels so crazy.
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grief & relief
RandomPublished July 8th, 2017. Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me.. My grief along with very mixed feelings. All real. Very personal and just a journal.
