Just writing my thoughts about a loss that has recently happened to me..
My grief along with very mixed feelings.
All real. Very personal and just a journal.
Published July 8th, 2017.
Today you were on my mind a lot. On the news and on twitter there were people saying that some rapper who died. I never heard of him but I keep seeing people say that he did so many terrible things, which I know nothing about. And there are people saying some things and it all sounds so familiar. All I can think about is you. People who didn't like the guy were not upset that he died and other people were mad at that. Just because someone did something bad and then they die, doesn't mean that all they did can be erased. And that's true.
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This guy on twitter was posting videos of his grief and saying things like, " I'm never going to be ok and I'm never going to be the same again "
" I never show any emotion on my IG stories I keep my shit to myself but I don't know what to fucking do right now "
https://twitter.com/nohoesgeorge/status/1008834199472820226?s=21 He was crying so much and the video just got to me deeply. I can't imagine this dudes grief, it made me think of ❌ and how tomorrow is your birthday. Your first birthday in heaven. You should be turning 19 and celebrating but now you're up in heaven with god. It's bittersweet and I hope it's going well up there..
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